IcOm was damn full of chinese New Year mood these few days weihh .....

thanks to my seniors and Lee . =P

CNY come, CNY go . Another year is passing by without our realization . =s

years come and years go , something changes , something remains the same .

i guess i'd be surprised to wake up one day and realize that something has finally changed .

我－不－知－道－我－在－想－甚－麼。

是時候結束了，喜歡不喜歡也一定要。

i'm just trying very hard to blog about sth .

沒有你，沒有靈感。

16th January 2010

wait .. i DO have something more to post .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAM SZE MEI !!!

OMG, you're getting older ... you ARE older ! happy 19th ! lol .

ok la .. i know we are all gonna turn 19 this year . but . i still have a few months of 18. lalala.

on her bday night, we were supposed to have steamboat . BUT she couldnt make it cos she has to go for STEAMBOAT with her family. lol. what a coincidence.

so well, we are not the kind that give up so easily.

We persist to have sth on . In the end we went for yum cha session at old town (ampang point). *to whoever you know you are, next time dont so blur go to Midah Old Town la .. hehe. =P

Only a few of us went, that is wilfred, kah hoe, chi wei, teo , Jemy and i ..

we are such good friends. (I'm not trying to say ppl who cant make it are bad la ... u know what i mean).

blow water for 2 hours and went home . hehe .

I hope Sze Mei likes the present although it's girlish !!! lol. It's nice k !

my wish for sze mei is that for her to be happy ( as usual), not to be so rude (wakakakakak) and to get a bf this year !!! HAHAHAHHA .

My mum got angry with me .

She was so angry that she asked me to get my next month's pocket money from dad . O.O

okay , maybe it sounds pretty normal to you . but my mum is the super patient kind of homo sapien . so when sth like this happens, it means a lot .

It's my fault though .. i forgot to collect rental for her. O.O

cos i was busy doing research and i forgot about it. I almost forgot to pick up my sis too ! double O.O

The problem with me is i dun feel the anger she's feeling. So i am happily typing this . Cos i've finally got something to blog about !

and it happened to be so convenient that i am free today too !

hence the update . LOL .

i'll really try to blog more . this blog is so dead.

Goodbye 2009

yeap . Goodbye 2009 .

I pity my blog for having such a lousy owner, and the owner is trying to make up for what's lost.

2009 is gone just like that.

I still remember celebrating New Year 2009 in NS camp . I think that was the first time i celebrated new year without family around. Thank goodness i still had a few KL lang to accompany me.

Time really slips away when you dun realise. It's a heartache to think about it this way .
Sometimes when i look back, i realize there are many things not accomplished. Hopefully the new year would be different, and that the new year would be one with more love . for the family especially . =)

song of the year 2009 ( category: love )

Never had a dream come true.

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

somehow this song is exactly how i feel like . literally . especially the chorus.
if only someone knows. =P

Welcome 2010 !!!

May this year be a better year.

冬

I never really know the feeling of being awkward in a family until today.
I never understood how they felt till today.

To be thrown into an awkward moment with friends or ppl you dunno is bad enough, but to be put into an edgy situation among family is ten times worse.

The feeling of having an invisible barrier in between, but only you and he/she realize while all the others are oblivious.

You know that something is going on and there are rumors spreading around, but they acted as if we dunno anything, as if all that was said didnt matter.

I realize i can't keep up with that . I dun wanna talk to them . They don't understand, seems like they'll never. they only see one side of the things .

or perhaps , they are right . i certainly hope not . =(

enough of rantings. blah . i'm seriously trying to forget everything .

Lord please help me.

update

hey all ..

PHG trip has finally come to an end. It was a really really wonderful trip to Langkawi where all of us get to chill out. I'll post about it later.

Besides that, final exam has also come to an end. I'm so glad everything is over and we get to enjoy our hols now !! hehe .

anyways . wanna busy myself with uploading the langkawi photos on fb. pls pop there and have a look. It's private except for PHG. but you can always ask for permission to view them. haha !

toodles.
nite

爱－ 第三篇

凯韵的幸福方程式＝ 雨 ＋ 雾 ＋ 思念 ＋ 李斯特的“爱之梦”

够简单吧？那是第一个步骤。

不过，如果数学题能够得到答案的话，我也应该会很开心了。＝）

如果在想起你的爱人时，没了那种脸烫烫，心暖暖的感觉， 他还是你的爱人吗？

这还叫爱吗？

问题是。。。 他来电时， 我还有那种感觉？

哈哈！真是荒谬！

有没有听见笑声背后的讽刺？

再笑多一次给你听。 哈哈！哈哈哈！

okay . I'd better stop blogging in mandarin. some of you are gonna give me a punch in my already-not-perfect face . lol. but sometimes i just cant help it ! maybe it's my sis' influence . O.O

toodles