I can't believe i am actually blogging again....

I din sign in for so long that i actually forgot my password dy .. XD

Just wanna remind myself in the future to not be so careless anymore ..

Did one stupid thing today .. i rammed my car against the pavement in the church . bloody smart.

Haihhhzzzz ...

Thank God nobody was hurt , and the car was not THAT severely damaged.

i miss my long hair !!!

that's the meaning of being rash ..

but .. there won't be no excitement without such an impulse right ?

live with it Kai Yun ...

I'll miss my mum too ...

Random thoughts

I didn't realize that many people have actually moved on and has started their degree program.

Imagine how time flies ....

It felt like spm has only ended last month or sth but well .. it's been a year plus .

Felt like we just came back from NS and stuff .. then again, it's already past a year.

I just wanna say i miss our sophomore years .. ( cheh, trying to sound like Americans ) ..

Ppl , update me on which degree and where you guys are studying now .. I am so confused . lol .

Signing off ..

NIte

Accident on April Fool

Believe it or not ..

i was involved in this accident yesterday.

i was going straight and there was this bike coming from my right trying to turn into the left lane .. he tried to overtake me but he wasnt fast enough . He ended up under my car . O.O

lucky for him i wasn't going fast , lucky for me he wasn't being squashed like the watermelons in tv commercials .

My car was scratched .. the front portion only but it was bad enough .

the irony is that the motorcyclist was mute . and he was wearing this bulan sabit merah shirt.

An accident on April Fool , and the guy was mute ....

what are the chances of that happening ?

but well .. it happened . this is no effing april fool joke .

lalala .. dun care .

I dunno where i should start since it has been so long since i logged into my blog.

anyway .. i guess i should start with announcing that I've moved . not that you guys dunno since some of you have already crashed into my house.

These two months has been lots of packing and stuffing, throwing and relocating.

You won't know how much stuff you have until you have to pack them into boxes. I guess i should invite you guys over for the coming holiday .. whenever it is. =)

hmm .. i went to thailand during CNY . i think i should blog about it .. just for memory sake.

besides that, these two months has been a lot of studying and lazing. pretty much what i did this month. It's either read or sleep .

oh, i forgot another thing. EAT ! have been eating so bloody banyak that Kai yun is all so bloated again . lol . she should shrink soon .

what else?

i cut my hair. It's damn short !! i cant believe i did it . the hairdresser asked me what did i wanna do with my hair, she said it's layering or cutting it short since my hair has a bad record of going really messy with the natural curls. so i did what i thought was called an act of impulse .. i cut is short ! really really short.

I miss PHG ! when's the next karaoke session ? one where everyone can make it . lol .

btw, my performance is tmr. i hope Freddie doesn't screw me in front of everybody . haha .

toodles !

Old House.

Hmm .. i guess this would be the last post i blog from my old house.

For you who dunno yet, i am shifting dy la . I'll invite you guys over only during my house-warming k ? hehe .

I've been living in this house for 19 years. yes, ever since i was born . O.O . that's quite long isn't it ?

The down side of living at a place for so many years is that you have accumulated so much of rubbish and the worst thing is that you find it hard to throw away . cos everything has sentimental value lo , hantu ! ( quote freddie , lol )

every corner, every slab of marble piece, has memories of growing up .

breaking glasses, vomiting, drawing on the floor .. etc.

A huge thank you to the person who invented this thing called camera - so that pictures can be taken. I imagine one day when i grow old, i would be sitting on this rocking chair, overlooking a colourful flower bed painted by mother nature and flipping through my photo album, not to forget a cup of tea to sip on. haha !

enough of that .

packing sucks ! no further elaboration .

I'm actually excited about my new house though . It's not done yet !! haihz .. Hopefully i can move in by this week . I still needa prepare for my friday performance lehhh ...

ok la , i just wanna blog for the sake of blogging here for the last time .

There are a few things i wanna give thanks to God .

1. first of all, thanks for giving me friends that makes me feel that i belong . =) God knows what i mean.

2. for the time we spent on our private ET class . LOL

3. for the new house.

4. and for the spirit that He gave . =)

IcOm was damn full of chinese New Year mood these few days weihh .....

thanks to my seniors and Lee . =P

CNY come, CNY go . Another year is passing by without our realization . =s

years come and years go , something changes , something remains the same .

i guess i'd be surprised to wake up one day and realize that something has finally changed .

我－不－知－道－我－在－想－甚－麼。

是時候結束了，喜歡不喜歡也一定要。

i'm just trying very hard to blog about sth .

沒有你，沒有靈感。

16th January 2010

wait .. i DO have something more to post .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAM SZE MEI !!!

OMG, you're getting older ... you ARE older ! happy 19th ! lol .

ok la .. i know we are all gonna turn 19 this year . but . i still have a few months of 18. lalala.

on her bday night, we were supposed to have steamboat . BUT she couldnt make it cos she has to go for STEAMBOAT with her family. lol. what a coincidence.

so well, we are not the kind that give up so easily.

We persist to have sth on . In the end we went for yum cha session at old town (ampang point). *to whoever you know you are, next time dont so blur go to Midah Old Town la .. hehe. =P

Only a few of us went, that is wilfred, kah hoe, chi wei, teo , Jemy and i ..

we are such good friends. (I'm not trying to say ppl who cant make it are bad la ... u know what i mean).

blow water for 2 hours and went home . hehe .

I hope Sze Mei likes the present although it's girlish !!! lol. It's nice k !

my wish for sze mei is that for her to be happy ( as usual), not to be so rude (wakakakakak) and to get a bf this year !!! HAHAHAHHA .

My mum got angry with me .

She was so angry that she asked me to get my next month's pocket money from dad . O.O

okay , maybe it sounds pretty normal to you . but my mum is the super patient kind of homo sapien . so when sth like this happens, it means a lot .

It's my fault though .. i forgot to collect rental for her. O.O

cos i was busy doing research and i forgot about it. I almost forgot to pick up my sis too ! double O.O

The problem with me is i dun feel the anger she's feeling. So i am happily typing this . Cos i've finally got something to blog about !

and it happened to be so convenient that i am free today too !

hence the update . LOL .

i'll really try to blog more . this blog is so dead.

Goodbye 2009

yeap . Goodbye 2009 .

I pity my blog for having such a lousy owner, and the owner is trying to make up for what's lost.

2009 is gone just like that.

I still remember celebrating New Year 2009 in NS camp . I think that was the first time i celebrated new year without family around. Thank goodness i still had a few KL lang to accompany me.

Time really slips away when you dun realise. It's a heartache to think about it this way .
Sometimes when i look back, i realize there are many things not accomplished. Hopefully the new year would be different, and that the new year would be one with more love . for the family especially . =)

song of the year 2009 ( category: love )

Never had a dream come true.

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

somehow this song is exactly how i feel like . literally . especially the chorus.
if only someone knows. =P

Welcome 2010 !!!

May this year be a better year.