you see, it's not my fault i didn't update for so long .
and i warn you first, this post is a lot a lot a lot of ranting. so if you think you can't take it, then you better not start reading.

My schedule is like darn packed. Everything is back to back . It's freaking suffocating .

and every single thing i do now seems to take forever . haihz .

i need to practice.
I know where my weaknesses are . I just need the time to fix it . But no ! i dun have the time. An hour for lunch is so luxurious.
An hour for movie is too .

haihz . im in my practice room and i am just done with my PI .
i need to see Mr. Frank in 10 mins about the presentation I'm supposed to do which i havent completed.
Then i have class at 3. Then a meeting at 4.30. Then i need to go to low yat to get some of the gadgets which are freaking essential .
I was supposed to go for choir . but i took leave. Then i am gonna go home and continue doing the slides for presentation, i've got to start english assignment which the dateline is next wednesday . and damn the citation which i have no idea how to do.
I'm supposed to get started with my MIDI assignment, havent touch that at all too . Besides that , i have to start my friday performance arranging , and also i need to study music technology which is darn hard for me. and that i have to start our Traditional Harmony assignment too . because if i dun start now, i might not be able to finish.

Next week would be worse. 2 assignments dateline . 2 papers, 1 performance lab assesment, MJ presentation .... etc.

Actually , all of these shouldn't be a problem if i dun love sleeping so much . How i wish i can stay awake for two three days like what Kishern does. or at least sleep late and wake up early. it's damn annoying tahu. I cant finish my work cos i am lazy. and if my bro is here, he will say : very good. keep saying that . and your life would become what you say.

i need to start being positive again.
Kai Yun is lost !!

okay. enough of that. i should be doing my assignment instead of complaining here.
and to all high school juniors, if you are readign this , i wanna tell you sth : don't complain about your exam in high school. cos they are peanuts.

thanks for reading.
Love ya

My Current Obsession

people , i'm missing high school life again .

I really really really have to thank you guys for giving me such a wonderful time back then .

It was when i was reading Samuel's blog (about his toad dissecting session) that memories start to flow back.

Remember the times when we dissected the frog? Phun was like , chunted weihh .. haha . pro dy .

Remember those times when we get so excited about experiments or something we skipped our break ? or more like, started our break only when the others go back to class . haha .

haihz , high school cannot come back. We are different now too . Those were some really precious years . How i wish i can just stay there and go crazy with you people everyday .

Sze, miss going to the toilet with you . haha . Our super decorated toilet.

I can still hear how recess are always like, the sudden noise that floads out of every single classroom. It's the hum , that you'll only be able to tell when you close your eyes and listen. The sound of one fan still on in the classroom when the lights are off .
and when koku comes to an end, the sound of silence seeping into the school .

I can still smell our field, our skylight, our teacher's office, our classroom . Our guy's sweat after PJ !! haha . seriously , these things are like cemented in my mind.

I can still see all of us singing those patriotic songs , waving the flags , and cursing at the same time. I can still see all of you physically although it was in my memory .

I can still feel the touch of the lockers, cold and all . yet it contained so much .

I miss all of you !

and we all know that even if we have another gathering where everyone can make it , as in not only PHG, it will never be the same.

Some has lost their innocence, some has changed, some matured.
But i still have to thank you guys for giving me this part of my life . and although we will never be the same, i know we can always create new memories.

You know i mean it when i say i love you ! =)
I really do .

so, when's our next gathering? lol .

toodles

I miss being able to write and write and write and write .

I seem to have lost my inspiration . ugh .. damn the music .

I need to read more and I really really miss reading.

It seems like i can't even speak properly . =(



I'm starting my first Malaysian Studies in an hour's time . 6.00pm to 8.30pm. which college has such late classes ?

gotta zoom off for the orchestration worshop.

toodles.

Shangri-La

Here comes my real post after such a long long period of time. =)

It was a Thursday where we agreed to 'drop by' Shangri-La hotel to listen to the trio band, which consisted of my piano teacher aka Wee Lern, a bassist named Albert Yap( if not mistaken) , a drummer named Anwar (if not mistaken again) and also vocalist Maria Angiela. =) pheww ..

I went there with Kelly and we paid the stupid valet parking which cost us RM20. the reason we chose valet? cos the rate is the same if we look for our parking down there in their dark basement. hence, the smarter choice.

However, someone was smarter than us. see this guy in the pic below - david. He Parked his car at the caltex beside Shangri-La and paid only RM5!


i dont remember what was i laughing at.


smile kai yun, smile !

btw, the drinks there damn babi gila sial expensive, the cheapest i could find was RM12. O.O I wanna open F&B in hotel also !
i know , i know, you wanna say " hotel ma" right ?


Kai Yun and Kelly . with sugar !
i remember david asking the waitress : " is that lolipop ! " lol


david, kaiyun and kelly. Kelly said i look like barbie doll. Everybody, roll your eyes with me please. Thank you . =)


Kai Yun , Kelly , Kishern . Cheers to the power of K ! haha


these two here are so called my long lost brothers., Cliff Wong on the left and Simon Wong on the right. dun needa introduce the one in the middle i guess ? =)


the band .


Wee Lern was surprised i guess .

you see, the reason is very simple. I thought there were gonna be like the 6 of us ny, ended up with about double the number. We ourselves were surprised!
oh btw, Wee Lern is the one sitting on my left. =)


and finally , a group pic before we left of course.

I know you guys must be cursing me . cos everytime you open my page it would be that success thing. But forgive me dear, cos i have been busy and blogging does takes up time. =)

I'm having my hols now . Wee ! but then all my PHG and my high school friends just finished their hols . so it's like I am free but the rest of the world is busy . =(

however, I can't give up my hols just because the rest of the world is busy . So i have been spending time reading up on some novels that have been waiting for their master to touch them . =)

I just finished reading this book , about this guy who studies science, and a girl who studies arts. Sounds familiar ? somehow i can relate . haha ! ahem .. anyway , it gave me some inspiration .

I am at McD ( not the one beside my college) , and i parked my car at the other street, I think the time for the parking thing is almost up, but I cant possibly leave my laptop here and go over there right ? that's the thing with driving. Driving has its advantage, as well as its opposite.

I am gonna blog about a few things these few days if i have time, and include more pics. haha .
1) my first late night out with friends to Shangri-La. I only came home at 1sth 2 am . People who knows me knows why is this a miracle. :-P

2) my church camp in Cameron Highland. which i took quite some number of pics. Carol, you have quite some pics with me , remember our trip to SmokeHouse ? hehe.

3) my first Friday performance.which i can't bear to think of , but i have to blog about it. It was part of my life anyway.

4) whatever that comes to my mind next. =)

my bro is home ! wee!