you see, it's not my fault i didn't update for so long .
and i warn you first, this post is a lot a lot a lot of ranting. so if you think you can't take it, then you better not start reading.

My schedule is like darn packed. Everything is back to back . It's freaking suffocating .

and every single thing i do now seems to take forever . haihz .

i need to practice.
I know where my weaknesses are . I just need the time to fix it . But no ! i dun have the time. An hour for lunch is so luxurious.
An hour for movie is too .

haihz . im in my practice room and i am just done with my PI .
i need to see Mr. Frank in 10 mins about the presentation I'm supposed to do which i havent completed.
Then i have class at 3. Then a meeting at 4.30. Then i need to go to low yat to get some of the gadgets which are freaking essential .
I was supposed to go for choir . but i took leave. Then i am gonna go home and continue doing the slides for presentation, i've got to start english assignment which the dateline is next wednesday . and damn the citation which i have no idea how to do.
I'm supposed to get started with my MIDI assignment, havent touch that at all too . Besides that , i have to start my friday performance arranging , and also i need to study music technology which is darn hard for me. and that i have to start our Traditional Harmony assignment too . because if i dun start now, i might not be able to finish.

Next week would be worse. 2 assignments dateline . 2 papers, 1 performance lab assesment, MJ presentation .... etc.

Actually , all of these shouldn't be a problem if i dun love sleeping so much . How i wish i can stay awake for two three days like what Kishern does. or at least sleep late and wake up early. it's damn annoying tahu. I cant finish my work cos i am lazy. and if my bro is here, he will say : very good. keep saying that . and your life would become what you say.

i need to start being positive again.
Kai Yun is lost !!

okay. enough of that. i should be doing my assignment instead of complaining here.
and to all high school juniors, if you are readign this , i wanna tell you sth : don't complain about your exam in high school. cos they are peanuts.

thanks for reading.
Love ya