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I never really know the feeling of being awkward in a family until today.
I never understood how they felt till today.

To be thrown into an awkward moment with friends or ppl you dunno is bad enough, but to be put into an edgy situation among family is ten times worse.

The feeling of having an invisible barrier in between, but only you and he/she realize while all the others are oblivious.

You know that something is going on and there are rumors spreading around, but they acted as if we dunno anything, as if all that was said didnt matter.

I realize i can't keep up with that . I dun wanna talk to them . They don't understand, seems like they'll never. they only see one side of the things .

or perhaps , they are right . i certainly hope not . =(

enough of rantings. blah . i'm seriously trying to forget everything .

Lord please help me.

update

hey all ..

PHG trip has finally come to an end. It was a really really wonderful trip to Langkawi where all of us get to chill out. I'll post about it later.

Besides that, final exam has also come to an end. I'm so glad everything is over and we get to enjoy our hols now !! hehe .

anyways . wanna busy myself with uploading the langkawi photos on fb. pls pop there and have a look. It's private except for PHG. but you can always ask for permission to view them. haha !

toodles.
nite