what's wrong with her .. ?
she's feeling weird .. and she's starting to feel a stab in the middle of her heart. right under her sternum .
and she doesnt know what she could do .

she thinks she's stupid .
how could she make the mistake a second time ?
it's the most foolish thing ever .
because it spells impossible . I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E .
and her heart heaves heavier and heavier .
but nothing could change the fact , the cruel reality .

everyone is moving on,
but not her .
she has to fake a happy smile ,
an encouraging face ,
and a winking eyes with hope .

and she wonders if she could get out of this pit .. ever ..

Driving lessons

Had my first driving lesson yesterday ,..

and it was really .. LOL !

my coach drove me to the car park behind KLBA . cos it's really a good place for starters.
min cars passing , can turn left, turn right , U turn , accelerate .. everything up to you . =)

so i played with the gears at first , then learned how to control the accelerator .
then i learnt how to control the steering and how to reverse .

then that guy taught me how to turn left and right . so obviously i have to drive with a little speed right ?

and ppl who knows me knows i like to play piano . this is when the funny part kicks in .
i sorta had in mind


car pedals

equals to


piano pedals lol .

so naturally , my foot keep going to the right pedal .. cos it's the pedal we use the most in playing piano . and conveniently , the right pedal for car is the accelerator ...

that was when my coach keep yelling at me .. ' kenapa nak cepat2 ? belum lagi lurus kereta sudah mahu laju2 . kau bawa laju2 buat apa ? nak gi mna ? kita kat sini je .... '

and i couldnt help it but stiffle a laughter . cos it was really funny . especially when you have the above image in your mind . and usually when i play piano i just press ny , who cares how deep you press o ? cos the piano wont accelerate. lol

the question i know you all are wondering ..
is my driver an old man ? no . he's a malay in early 30s i think .
how many times i die engine ? urmm .. i dun remember . honestly , cos i was too focused on the pedals. lol but i think got at least 2 times ?

and when i came home . kath said she saw me . lol . she was doing parking at the other corner . which i totally didnt realise .

eh .. next time you see me , give a honk la .. lol . at least i know someone is watching . haha

overall im kinda happy with my performance . wee !! =)
hope i can get my license soon .

Results Day

this was what happened when i arrived on THE day ...

saw the guys waiting in the tarmac .. dunno what were they talking about .



then when kah hoe and sze arrived .. they were talking and were so animated .



like i said .. i din expect to get straight As ..


i went up and ask if this was really my results . i really did check my particulars .


kai yun and pengetua


happily calling my mum to tell her about ma results.


then the others started flooding in and they took their results as well .


len wei , eunice , zhu ma .. and , zhu lui ? hahaha


eunice , wei gee and kai yun


kai yun and ms liena . i also dunno why i took pic with her.


kai yun and juniors .. mankiran , gwen , jia yi and li chuin .


our beloved en nik


khai loo , wei gee , kai yun , en shukri , eunice and sze mei .


take 2 .


diane, kit yeng , kai yun , kath, becky , eunice , sydney , cass and the back from ns chee fai .


same same la ..


kyeng, mon dad , kyun, kath , becks, eunice, syd, cass


diane, st , kyeng , dad , kyun , kath , becks , small , syd , cass and carmen !


dad and i =)


Pn . Sabrina and I


Phun , kyung and wilfred . dunno why i like this pic ! hehe


top row : phun , jd, sharvin , kyung , wil, cw , kh , wenfu ,
bottom row : kl , wg , kath, kyun, small, yean


take 2


so that night we sorta went out and celebrated lo ..
went to Cap Square to have this German food .
and it was all pork . since i havent had pork for a very long time . but it wasnt my idea to go there though . lol


happily ordering


smile . =)


these are like .. sooooooo gooooooddd !


well .. you see how good it is ? sekelip mata gone.


mwahhah !


kai yun and see leng . the cousin who taught me add maths . and i still owe her a treat !


family .


with grandma .

on the 14 march 2009.

we kidnapped teo ....

mengumumkan ketibaan YB Teo HUng LIang !

choosing food from menu

teo , kai yun , siew teng

after ordering our food , we chat and crapped and laughed . and some babi called me prostitute ? gila babi betul .

when we were half done with our meal , sze pretended that she wants to have a look at teo's new specs . so we took it and phun came out with the cake .

happily singing birthday song .

suddenly ...

oopsie .. too bad . have a good facial mask .

Jun da , the masked teo and wilfred .

then all of us berebut to take pic with teo ..

teo and ming hoe

then some of us started to get our free mask too ..

see .. im so happy . got free facial .

he looks more like a clown than ever ! hahaha

terrified

the real cake .

how could we not have a group pic before we leave lehh ?

wah .. so caring ... lol .

outside Kim Gary .. we started taking our personal photo .

kai yun and her sweetheart

eunice and kai yun

birthday boy and kai yun

teo , eunice and moi

moi et kah hoe .

wilfred and ky . see .. leader of PHG , sure hold the cake even when we're taking pic .

ky, jun da and edwin

last but not least ..

kai yun and chi wei . =p

and thanks wilfred for sending us home .. although the car lost part was kinda funny .