The last one left

It's 10.40 in the morning and i am sitting in front of my laptop screen ..

hammering words onto my blog ..

and i wonder ..

even Phun and eunice started college dy ..

im quite the last one left ..

still have two weeks before classes commence .

is it good or bad ? im rotting .

and i am a little confused now ..

is music THE right choice ?

it seems ridiculous for me to ask that question

and i bet most of you are gonna give me the -.- face .

nvm , cos i wanna give myself that face too .

emo-ing .

somehow .. just somehow ..

i felt something drained .. after you left .

and i didnt feel it until now .

sighs ..

what's with me and emo today ?

Lee Hom

Did I tell anyone i dreamt of Lee Hom the other day ? lol

we became friends . REAl friends ..

haha ..

Eunice, i tell you , my dream will come true ! hahaha ..

Revenge of the Fallen

okay . i have no pictures or nothing for this outing .

but it was really random . and sth i rarely do in my life . so i m gonna blog about it .

mind you first , it might sound lame.

on wednesday ( 24th )

i got a msg from cw asking me if im going to ts . i went huh ? lol

then i decided , since i wanna pass sth to phun , so i'll just pop in and drop the things , then ciao.

well .. but then we decided to have lunch together , which is totally fine for me ..

and they were sudd surged with a kind of fear , cos end up cw not here and gonna replaced by someone else .

so they asked me to watch .. and i was in dilemma. only we know the details. lol .

xf said : just watch la ! dont feel bad . dun worry, you din sin.

lol..

and when phun was playing with his iPhone with the urmm .. vocab thingy .
teo and i were looking . you're supposed to take away the two words that doesnt have the same meaning with the word given .

then the word ' impaired ' came out .
teo and i said ' damaged ' unisonly , and at the exact same time phun took away that word .

we burst into laughter . it might not sound funny here , but it certainly was back then .

lol .

okay . end of my random post.

Puzzle

I've been puzzle-ing these few days .

and here is my new born !! ahaha ..



and i jsut realised one thing .

each and everyone of you out there are a piece of my puzzle .
and without that piece , the puzzle just isnt complete !

each and everyone of you are the very essence of the secret to a complete puzzle, an absolute circle and an enriching life !

well .. just in case you din know how does a puzzle with missing pieces looks like ..



where are you ? my missing piece ?
been searching for you up and down ,
on the tables and below the chairs .
the other side of my pillow , and in between the bouquet .
where are you ? and when will you come out and put an end to my search ?
la la la ...

going for my 2nd this summer .. =)

scent

I never knew a scent like that could inspire something big ..
i need more of it ! craving now .. but ..
slim chance i'm gonna smell that anymore ..
was that mint ? or musk ?
it seemed familiar .. yet so new .
some drug that turns me groggy like now ..
something that makes me hyped up and excited !
something fresh .

smwhere in my brain there pop out a line ..
" you're my drug and i'm addicted to you " .

forgot who said that .. but .. it just seems so right now . =)

did i sound like edward in love with bella's scent ? lol .

something to shout about

guess what ?

i drove my sis to school today ! lol ..

but that's not all ..

then i drove back to raintree club .

then i drove to PJ SS2 for piano class ..

then i drove home ...

then i sent my mum out to the shop ..

then i went and pick my sister up !!

ahahaha .. and i'm super proud .. haha .
at least i din create chaos .. nor accidents ! lol .

and i have not .. ahem *edited .=)

saya bangga !!

law forum

hey ..

those who are interested in law ..

you may visit this website .. and help me spread to your friend .. lol

http://www.elawyer.com.my/blog/elawyer-exabytes-penang-bloggers-law-forum-2009/

especially those who are in penang . =)

toodles !

lagu melayu

the lyrics of the song that night ..

salah saya , membiarkan dia , beraja di dalam hidupku .
tidak payah, memberitahu dia, cinta yang disemai di dalam hatiku .

aku rindu pada dirinya,
namun dia tidak mengenal hatiku
cinta yang tidak akan berbuah tetap mekar dalam hatiku

kawan setia bukan kekasih
biarpun betapa aku sudi
kau masih , kau tetap
kawanku setia

i know it's short . but that's what i have for now . lol . copyrighted !
and no , you guys , it's not about who you think it is .
and no , this is not the massachusetts song .

20th June 2009

Sharvin's 18th Birthday !

well .. so on his birthday we sorta planned a get-together to celebrate his bday !

we were supposed to eat at Chili's ..

tick tock . tick tock .

after about one hour of waiting for seats and ppl .. we decided to change our venue to DELICIOUS !! .. yummee ..

well .. after that we walked around MV . and guess what ?

TOYS ' R ' Us caught us !! lol .

we went back to being a kid ! lol .
there were obviously , all kind of toys there ..
barbies .. lol . aand masak-masak set , which bloody cost 270sth .. crapz.

and then .. sth caught them ..

watching sth ...

wanna have a closer look on what they're watching ?


wee .. indiana jones ala lego . lol

yea . then eunice and i zoomed off to our gathering.

to know what happened on our way .. visit eunice

5B turned PHG gathering !

while we were waiting for the rest .. eunice and i chilled in mh's car . and listened to kiddy songs.
after for what seems like a century .. they finally arrived !! lol

and so we went to puchong and met teo at ESSo . mna tau dia zoom cepat cepat , he was gone in a flash ! sighs .. lol . next time dun drive so fast la !

on the way to teo's house, kyung, wg, khoe and i talked about who will get married first . haha . damn funny lo . i suggested phun will get married first, reason is he'll *ahem* first. nyway, i dun think he'll do that la .. hor ?
in the end we decided wil and carol will get married first ! lol . for reasons we know why .


kyung , ming hoe, phun , wil 's cars ..


they came and boo us on being late . bluek .


wow ! food ! it was good ! thanks teo


the host !


group pic .. with dee dee's butt !


huddled together . aww .. so sweet ! haha




dun blame me for the blur pic


gay couple ..


eh .. should be doing it in your room right ? they were too high i guess


the soft and meek one .. lol .


aww ...




he thought i was trying to take a pic of ....


this is to teach you not to two-time


wil and dee dee


kyun and sze .. cam too heavy la .. that's why it shakes. haha


sze's expression ! priceeleess !!


panda on the floor . thinking his tongue is long ?


wawawa .. the comparison ! xf & phun
guess you dun needa ask which is who's ...


happye !


kyun & mhoe


disgusting freak . lol


cw's pose .


i like this pic !!


group pic ! in a semi-circle


i love this even more ! haha . but 3 person cacat .. you guess who ?

right before we went home .. someone hurt his throat .. i dun really rmb how . lol


see the blood ?

stupidest thing that happened that night ..

khai loo : did you just call xf ai ren ( lover ) or ai ren ( shortie ) ?
kyun : *laughss* banged her forehead onto the glass in front . and there's a bump now . still.

that night was greaat ! i just miss you guys sooo much ! miss the craziness of 5B !
miss every single joke that we cracked ! lol .
u know .. i would never regret getting lost that evening . haha . cos we had a wonderful evening afterall .

I LOVE PHG ! lol .

?

sometimes it surprised me how i miss something that i've forgotten ...
or should i say .. thought i have forgotten .

it was a simple gesture and a very tiny thing .

the size of a plaster . yet it meant so much, to me at the very least.

it makes me think about coincidences , fate , destiny .

funny it is that you just happened to have what i want at that particular moment. and why was it you of all people around ?

is it true that when something happens repetitively, it might mean more than what we see ?
that it might lead us to a certain outcome .

or is it time , to just let go of all the imagination?

my song

Have you ever feel that gush when you know you just HAVE to do that something ?

well , i did .

and that's when i wrote my latest song . gahahaha !

yea . and good news ?

it's in English . simple english . and anyone who speaks ABC understands the song.

lol .

it's a *akhem * love song . haha . though i have not much experience .. lol .

ahem .. anyway . the song title is .. is ..

i was thinking of naming it Streets of Massachusetts . lol .

what do you think ?

it's about a girl who wishes to bump into her crush some years later on the streets of Massachusetts. and it describes the feeling she gets whenever she bumps into him . haha .

hopefully i can get a band to perform and record it soon . or maybe i should put it in a midi file. anyway , just hope i can get the song out soon . coz i think i needa ammend the lyrics a little too. too childish . hahaha !

Precious Moments

Hey guys ..

I've updated the Church Youth camp pic on another website . which is the official website of my fellowship , feel free to visit !

http://joy-fellowship.blogspot.com/

xoxo ...

oh yea .. there's this cute guy in the camp! hahahha .. lee hom look alike konon ... hahaha

random

i realise i have to be writing .
why ?

cos my english is rotting like shit .. arrghh

that's soo unacceptable !

i know i should be reading, and improving . but wth ! im getting used to live without school !

college o college ,

i need you to help me !

p/s : I've sent in my application form for ICOM ! =)

Blur

I'm like soo sooo sooo blur .

should i take music ?

or law ?

or medicine ?

or .. i dunno la ..

crap la .

lol .

i'm just super super frustrated . =s