feeling blue

i feel ..

truly ,
utterly ,
thoroughly ,
inexplicably .

SAD !

i just feel like screaming my lungs out ..
but i dunno where to find that strength ..
just feel tired all of a sudden ..

and then it dawned on me ..
because everything is meaningless .

why is it that people say something and do another ?

what happened to responsibility ?
what happened to care ?
what happened to love ?

failing is not an option !
yet it happens .

is it wrong to be doing the right thing ?
is it right to find fault in people when they themselves are doing the wrong thing?
how can they condemn others , when they themselves are not righteous?

what happened to human's mind ?
what happened to conscience ?
what happened to principles ?

why are they blinded by what they have before them?
can't they see that there are more things in life then they could think of?

what happened to the world ?
why do we have to follow and succumb under the world's corruption?
why can't we be different ?

just because we need to blend in with the world?

i WANT to make a DIFFERENCE !!!

have you ever felt that you need love so much but it seems that love is soooo far ..?

luckily i have my father in heaven .. thank you Lord for being with me all these while .