SPAGHETT-tiny.

I BROKE MY RECORD !!!

i had 6 bowls of spaghettini today ...

yes , it's spaghettini . not spaghetti . haha .

there is a difference.

lunch spaghettini
tea break spaghettini
dinner spaghettini
supper spaghettini .. .

alalalallalaa ...

im gonna go super ffaaat ! and i dun want ! lol

alalalal .. die la .

and babi . how come they have so freaking damn many different kind of pasta?
this is only one of the category. pheew .

and .. it reminds me of those italian terms !

like ..
allegro , andante, andantino .

like.. the baby of the babies ..
hahaha .. im not making any sense now, am i ? blah .

Image	Type	Common?	Pronunciation	Description	Translation
	Spaghettoni	Yes	[spagetˈtoni]	Thick spaghetti	Thick little twine
	Spaghetti	Yes	[spaˈgetti]	Most common round-rod pasta	spago means twine, spaghetto means little twine, spaghetti is plural
	Spaghettini	Yes	[spagetˈtini]	Thin spaghetti	thin little twine
	Fedelini	No [1]	[fedeˈlini]	Between spaghetti and vermicelli in size	little faithful ones
	Vermicelloni	No [2]	[vermitʃelˈloni]	Thick vermicelli	Thick little worms
	Vermicelli	Yes	[vermiˈtʃɛlli]	Thicker than capellini, thinner than fedelini	little worms
	Capellini	Yes	[kapelˈlini]	Thinner than vermicelli, thicker than angel hair	fine hair
	Capelli d'angelo	Yes	[kaˈpelli ˈdandʒelo]	Thinnest round-rod pasta	angel hair

Kai Yun is back !

I am back from my church youth camp .

yea .. so there was where i went the past few days . heheh . in malacca .

anyway .. will update about that later.

just to say hi to all of you . =)

I NEED A JOB !

lol .

anybody wants to hire a piano teacher or sth ?

cos i am pretty free now and i need a job !

to keep my life going so that i am always on the go !

if not i'll be mourning through this period of time.

so people out there ..

if you happen to come across ppl who wants to learn piano ,

dont hesitate to give me a call or msg .

i believe i would really entertain you .

love !

confessions

there are some things in life ...
no matter how hard you try to hide , to disguise , it still comes .
because it's a process we have to face .

have you ever feel your heart going up and down ...
beating so hard that you think you'll spit it out any minute ?

have you tasted fear ?
the feeling of 'whaaamm ' , when everything in your mind goes blank ..
for that millisecond ..

and then you just wish you could pass out ..
you wish that you wouldn't be able to hear a single thing ..
wouldn't be able to see a speck of anything .
all you want .. is to block out every receptor in your body , every miserable thought and feeling you have .

because you fear so much ..
knowing that it will still come after you .
knowing that you can't hide from it .
even at the tiniest , darkest corner in this world ..

because at any moment ,
the phone would ring ..
and there goes your day ..
shrouded by clouds you couldn't find a way out ..

you want to scream ...
but .. it's of no use .
because it has found you .

how do you feel when you receive a msg ?
do you feel happy ? knowing that your beloved has just texted you.
do you feel outrageous ? realising that somebody has just screwed your best day .

it's a time bomb . which would explode any minute .
the fear that surge through each and every cell in your body without missing a shot .
and no brethren could take the anxiety away ..

you just have to be strong ..
bear with the fear, laments, shame that come after that ..

feeling blue

i feel ..

truly ,
utterly ,
thoroughly ,
inexplicably .

SAD !

i just feel like screaming my lungs out ..
but i dunno where to find that strength ..
just feel tired all of a sudden ..

and then it dawned on me ..
because everything is meaningless .

why is it that people say something and do another ?

what happened to responsibility ?
what happened to care ?
what happened to love ?

failing is not an option !
yet it happens .

is it wrong to be doing the right thing ?
is it right to find fault in people when they themselves are doing the wrong thing?
how can they condemn others , when they themselves are not righteous?

what happened to human's mind ?
what happened to conscience ?
what happened to principles ?

why are they blinded by what they have before them?
can't they see that there are more things in life then they could think of?

what happened to the world ?
why do we have to follow and succumb under the world's corruption?
why can't we be different ?

just because we need to blend in with the world?

i WANT to make a DIFFERENCE !!!

have you ever felt that you need love so much but it seems that love is soooo far ..?

luckily i have my father in heaven .. thank you Lord for being with me all these while .

4th May 2009 Monday

yeap . 4th May 2009 was really really really special .. and it was all because of you . haha . all of you !

Birthday from MY point of view ?? hehe

wilfred supposed to come at 7 . ended up he came at 7.30pm . lol .
but it was okay , cos we were fashionably late , and that gave them some space to do that lovely thing they did .


the super big bday board ! hehe .


the making of the cardboard .


ky and kl .


mum and daughter . lol


ky and cwei .


ky and cl . sze , it was just this pic k . others not .ahahhaha


ky and papaya je !


ky and mh


ky + ky . lol


ky + jd


ky and wen fu . damn lan si look right ? hahahha


ky and eunice !


miss pretty and ky


ky and ma belle !!


ky and kath ! miao !


look at wilfred's expression ! hahah


ky and phun .

i managed to take picture with almost everyone of them , .. almost ...

wee . the food was really so so . standard dropped ! lol

and you guys ! I love the presents . especially the mini donut .haha

then we had the cake cutting ceremony .

from =) becomes =(


wee ! bday cake !


they made me unplug the candle with my mouth ...


and this was the end product ..
oh yea phun , thanks for smashing me with the cake . i will SURELY remember you for the rest of my life . haha . and i will spend my time reminiscing about this year's bday all because of you .


thanks eunice for the pic . haha .


girls ..


carmen sweetie and ky .

we used to have pics like that every so often ..


it was nice to have you all back ! hehe =)



wilfred then sent khai loo home .. then he was supposed to drop me off .
but we ended up cutting another cake . the real cake .


yummie .. it was really good with the walnut , =)


bday wish .. i made the same bday wish .


hehe ..


sis , ky and my lovely grandma ! hehe ..

thanks people, for coming and for being there !
my 18 was really a smacking one .. and it is to be kept for a lifetime .
I WOULD ALWYAS REMEMBER THE FACT THAT EVERYONE CAME IN BLACK !! and that made everything special ! .

it was great to have an old friend back there . =)

MERCI BEAUCOUP !!! mwah !

2nd May 2009 Saturday

yup . i went for lee hom's concert .

went with Aunt Karen , Siew Mun , See Leng , CJ and her friend , Falco and wife Evan . but i sat with Aunt Karen , siew Mun and see leng ny ..

reason ? cos we got the VVIP tickets ! haha . . Lee Hom was like .. 8 rows in front of us .

I was so excited back then . but .. when Lee Hom came out , i realised it was STILL very very far !


this is the stage from our point of view and it bloody hell cost 5 mil .


my bestie ( see leng ) , Ky and Aunt Karen . lol


see leng and i


腾空降临


and the show began ..


lee hom and his new found babe - Bahamut


purple


orange


blue ..

i remember him saying sth like .. 各位观众，来听巴哈姆特的第一声吼叫。(ladies and gentleman , let's listen to Bahamut's first roar )
then he striked the guitar ! damn chun weihhh


have a closer look


LEE HOM !


see .. it's still small .


Lee Hom in white tux


I like this part . where all the superheros came out .


LEE hom with violin . Falling leaves






this is when he was singing luo ye gui gen .




Lee Hom and his baby grand ..


sing sing sing !





it would be nice if we all could seat together . then we can scream our lungs out together . lol .

and i overheard the few guys who sat behind me . damn annoying .
keep saying lee hom lan si .. and when the dancer came out and bend , he said wah , her hei sth sth sth .. damn babi annoying lo .

if they left a min later , i swear i would turn around and go @##$$%%% at them . haha .

all in all .. good show .