The Dumming Microphone

2010-09-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

I can't believe i am actually blogging again....

I din sign in for so long that i actually forgot my password dy .. XD

Just wanna remind myself in the future to not be so careless anymore ..

Did one stupid thing today .. i rammed my car against the pavement in the church . bloody smart.

Haihhhzzzz ...

Thank God nobody was hurt , and the car was not THAT severely damaged.

2010-04-10T16:49:00.003+08:00

i miss my long hair !!!

that's the meaning of being rash ..

but .. there won't be no excitement without such an impulse right ?

live with it Kai Yun ...

I'll miss my mum too ...

Random thoughts

2010-04-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

I didn't realize that many people have actually moved on and has started their degree program.

Imagine how time flies ....

It felt like spm has only ended last month or sth but well .. it's been a year plus .

Felt like we just came back from NS and stuff .. then again, it's already past a year.

I just wanna say i miss our sophomore years .. ( cheh, trying to sound like Americans ) ..

Ppl , update me on which degree and where you guys are studying now .. I am so confused . lol .

Signing off ..

NIte

Accident on April Fool

2010-04-02T13:04:00.002+08:00

Believe it or not ..

i was involved in this accident yesterday.

i was going straight and there was this bike coming from my right trying to turn into the left lane .. he tried to overtake me but he wasnt fast enough . He ended up under my car . O.O

lucky for him i wasn't going fast , lucky for me he wasn't being squashed like the watermelons in tv commercials .

My car was scratched .. the front portion only but it was bad enough .

the irony is that the motorcyclist was mute . and he was wearing this bulan sabit merah shirt.

An accident on April Fool , and the guy was mute ....

what are the chances of that happening ?

but well .. it happened . this is no effing april fool joke .

lalala .. dun care .

2010-04-01T16:24:00.002+08:00

I dunno where i should start since it has been so long since i logged into my blog.

anyway .. i guess i should start with announcing that I've moved . not that you guys dunno since some of you have already crashed into my house.

These two months has been lots of packing and stuffing, throwing and relocating.

You won't know how much stuff you have until you have to pack them into boxes. I guess i should invite you guys over for the coming holiday .. whenever it is. =)

hmm .. i went to thailand during CNY . i think i should blog about it .. just for memory sake.

besides that, these two months has been a lot of studying and lazing. pretty much what i did this month. It's either read or sleep .

oh, i forgot another thing. EAT ! have been eating so bloody banyak that Kai yun is all so bloated again . lol . she should shrink soon .

what else?

i cut my hair. It's damn short !! i cant believe i did it . the hairdresser asked me what did i wanna do with my hair, she said it's layering or cutting it short since my hair has a bad record of going really messy with the natural curls. so i did what i thought was called an act of impulse .. i cut is short ! really really short.

I miss PHG ! when's the next karaoke session ? one where everyone can make it . lol .

btw, my performance is tmr. i hope Freddie doesn't screw me in front of everybody . haha .

toodles !

Old House.

2010-02-02T23:53:00.004+08:00

Hmm .. i guess this would be the last post i blog from my old house.

For you who dunno yet, i am shifting dy la . I'll invite you guys over only during my house-warming k ? hehe .

I've been living in this house for 19 years. yes, ever since i was born . O.O . that's quite long isn't it ?

The down side of living at a place for so many years is that you have accumulated so much of rubbish and the worst thing is that you find it hard to throw away . cos everything has sentimental value lo , hantu ! ( quote freddie , lol )

every corner, every slab of marble piece, has memories of growing up .

breaking glasses, vomiting, drawing on the floor .. etc.

A huge thank you to the person who invented this thing called camera - so that pictures can be taken. I imagine one day when i grow old, i would be sitting on this rocking chair, overlooking a colourful flower bed painted by mother nature and flipping through my photo album, not to forget a cup of tea to sip on. haha !

enough of that .

packing sucks ! no further elaboration .

I'm actually excited about my new house though . It's not done yet !! haihz .. Hopefully i can move in by this week . I still needa prepare for my friday performance lehhh ...

ok la , i just wanna blog for the sake of blogging here for the last time .

There are a few things i wanna give thanks to God .

1. first of all, thanks for giving me friends that makes me feel that i belong . =) God knows what i mean.

2. for the time we spent on our private ET class . LOL

3. for the new house.

4. and for the spirit that He gave . =)

2010-01-23T00:14:00.002+08:00

IcOm was damn full of chinese New Year mood these few days weihh .....

thanks to my seniors and Lee . =P

CNY come, CNY go . Another year is passing by without our realization . =s

years come and years go , something changes , something remains the same .

i guess i'd be surprised to wake up one day and realize that something has finally changed .

我－不－知－道－我－在－想－甚－麼。

是時候結束了，喜歡不喜歡也一定要。

i'm just trying very hard to blog about sth .

沒有你，沒有靈感。

16th January 2010

2010-01-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

wait .. i DO have something more to post .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAM SZE MEI !!!

OMG, you're getting older ... you ARE older ! happy 19th ! lol .

ok la .. i know we are all gonna turn 19 this year . but . i still have a few months of 18. lalala.

on her bday night, we were supposed to have steamboat . BUT she couldnt make it cos she has to go for STEAMBOAT with her family. lol. what a coincidence.

so well, we are not the kind that give up so easily.

We persist to have sth on . In the end we went for yum cha session at old town (ampang point). *to whoever you know you are, next time dont so blur go to Midah Old Town la .. hehe. =P

Only a few of us went, that is wilfred, kah hoe, chi wei, teo , Jemy and i ..

we are such good friends. (I'm not trying to say ppl who cant make it are bad la ... u know what i mean).

blow water for 2 hours and went home . hehe .

I hope Sze Mei likes the present although it's girlish !!! lol. It's nice k !

my wish for sze mei is that for her to be happy ( as usual), not to be so rude (wakakakakak) and to get a bf this year !!! HAHAHAHHA .

2010-01-18T22:04:00.004+08:00

My mum got angry with me .

She was so angry that she asked me to get my next month's pocket money from dad . O.O

okay , maybe it sounds pretty normal to you . but my mum is the super patient kind of homo sapien . so when sth like this happens, it means a lot .

It's my fault though .. i forgot to collect rental for her. O.O

cos i was busy doing research and i forgot about it. I almost forgot to pick up my sis too ! double O.O

The problem with me is i dun feel the anger she's feeling. So i am happily typing this . Cos i've finally got something to blog about !

and it happened to be so convenient that i am free today too !

hence the update . LOL .

i'll really try to blog more . this blog is so dead.

Goodbye 2009

2010-01-04T00:39:00.005+08:00

yeap . Goodbye 2009 .

I pity my blog for having such a lousy owner, and the owner is trying to make up for what's lost.

2009 is gone just like that.

I still remember celebrating New Year 2009 in NS camp . I think that was the first time i celebrated new year without family around. Thank goodness i still had a few KL lang to accompany me.

Time really slips away when you dun realise. It's a heartache to think about it this way .
Sometimes when i look back, i realize there are many things not accomplished. Hopefully the new year would be different, and that the new year would be one with more love . for the family especially . =)

song of the year 2009 ( category: love )

Never had a dream come true.

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

somehow this song is exactly how i feel like . literally . especially the chorus.
if only someone knows. =P

Welcome 2010 !!!

May this year be a better year.

冬

2009-12-22T23:24:00.003+08:00

I never really know the feeling of being awkward in a family until today.
I never understood how they felt till today.

To be thrown into an awkward moment with friends or ppl you dunno is bad enough, but to be put into an edgy situation among family is ten times worse.

The feeling of having an invisible barrier in between, but only you and he/she realize while all the others are oblivious.

You know that something is going on and there are rumors spreading around, but they acted as if we dunno anything, as if all that was said didnt matter.

I realize i can't keep up with that . I dun wanna talk to them . They don't understand, seems like they'll never. they only see one side of the things .

or perhaps , they are right . i certainly hope not . =(

enough of rantings. blah . i'm seriously trying to forget everything .

Lord please help me.

update

2009-12-02T23:36:00.003+08:00

hey all ..

PHG trip has finally come to an end. It was a really really wonderful trip to Langkawi where all of us get to chill out. I'll post about it later.

Besides that, final exam has also come to an end. I'm so glad everything is over and we get to enjoy our hols now !! hehe .

anyways . wanna busy myself with uploading the langkawi photos on fb. pls pop there and have a look. It's private except for PHG. but you can always ask for permission to view them. haha !

toodles.
nite

爱－第三篇

2009-11-22T00:04:00.004+08:00

凯韵的幸福方程式＝雨＋雾＋思念＋李斯特的“爱之梦”

够简单吧？那是第一个步骤。

不过，如果数学题能够得到答案的话，我也应该会很开心了。＝）

如果在想起你的爱人时，没了那种脸烫烫，心暖暖的感觉，他还是你的爱人吗？

这还叫爱吗？

问题是。。。他来电时，我还有那种感觉？

哈哈！真是荒谬！

有没有听见笑声背后的讽刺？

再笑多一次给你听。哈哈！哈哈哈！

okay . I'd better stop blogging in mandarin. some of you are gonna give me a punch in my already-not-perfect face . lol. but sometimes i just cant help it ! maybe it's my sis' influence . O.O

toodles

爱－第二篇

2009-11-15T22:29:00.004+08:00

其实，爱也不是那么绝望。

只要是找对的人，大概就没什么问题了吧？

谢谢你给了我自信。＝）

愛

2009-11-12T20:35:00.004+08:00

忽然觉得，爱很重要。

好久没用华语写字了，或说，好久没写华语字了。

是的，爱，很重要。

爱，会给人带来幸福，所以我要爱。
爱，会给人带来灵感，所以我要爱。
爱，就算给我带来心伤，我还是要爱。
如果我知道爱了，最终还是要分开，我依旧选择爱。

因为我觉得没爱过，比受伤害来得惨。

我羡慕受过伤的人，最起码，他们知道什么叫热恋。
我羡慕暗恋人的人，最起码，他们心里常有个人陪着他们。
我羡慕热恋中的人，他们总知道想起爱人时，脸红的感觉。

我似乎忘了怎么爱。
听起来不太像我，但我好像爱不了。

是身邊沒好人選，還是舊傷未復原？
哈哈
最後一句令我發笑。

沒談過戀愛，又怎會受傷害？

夠了，不寫了。

有時真的會希望，找個人徠愛。

好了，真的不說了。

In Love

2009-11-09T21:18:00.007+08:00

with .. Beethoven's Virus .

I think this is my first time going crazy over Korean drama. =)

Graduated from a music college, Du Ru Mi's dream was to join an orchestra and perform. She soon formed an orchestra with people of all ages and backgrounds. This is where the conductor Kang Gun Woo (aka Kang Mae )comes in. Du Ru Mi soon bonded with the trumpeter, also named Kang Gun Woo and started to form a relationship with him. But at the same time, she finds herself falling in love with Kang Mae who's oh-so-mean to everybody and is 15 years older. Despite the fact, Du Ru Mi understands the conductor more than anybody else, soon they started a relationship. But good situation never last .. what could have happened? It's up to you to find out. =)

My sister bought this DVD a year back. I've watched snippets of it when my sis watched the show. But only recently that i find myself addicted to this series. and i like one of the song so much. I think two people who loves each other should be together. =) too bad the conductor is so stubborn. but somehow, it's because he loves but he thinks that he shouldn't be with her because of his age that makes it ironically beautiful . That's what makes watching it more interesting.

This song is really how the girl feels about the conductor. =)

somehow i want the girl to be with the conductor, although the younger guy is much cuter, although the conductor is 15 years older than her.

2 person who loves each other should be together.

here's the meaning of the song. ( the italic words are the phrases i like )

Even though it only hurts a little, tears form

My heart screams out

If i pass in front of you, beside you

You were my whole world

i want only you

But I can't breathe when I'm in front of you

As if you weren't my destiny

As if this were just a fleeting moment

Next to you, who let me go so easily

I go closer to you step by step

Although i cannot move at all

You can make me restless

You make me cry

Like a fool, Like a child

I want to just laugh it off instead

As i get closer to you

although i get more scared

I guess this love cannot be stopped

Why is it just my love that is late?

Just my love that is hard?

Although i;m right in front of you, just beside you

You were my whole world

I see only you

But when I'm in front of you

I always look away

As if you were my very last

As if this were my last moment

Next to you, who let me go so easily

I go closer to you step by step

Although i cannot move at all

You can make me restless

You make me cry

Like a fool, Like a child

I want to just laugh it off instead

As i get closer to you

although i get more scared

I guess this love cannot be stopped

Even from a far distance

I could look upon you

That's what you call love

If perhaps this yearning, this longing

When it sounds, when it touches

Please just act like you dont know

Although the closer i get to you

The more scared i get

This love cannot be stopped

2009-11-06T00:03:00.003+08:00

Wednesday in English class.

Mr. Idros : Life is a sentence that ends with a full stop.
Nicholas : Eh, why can't end with an exclamation mark? L-O-L.
Kishern : What if it ends with a question mark ? hahhaa .

Kishern : Life is a phrase that ends with perfect cadence.
exclamation mark = interrupted cadence ?

lol . i dont think you'll understand the literal meaning . just .. try to understand the philosophy behind it. haha .

toodles

Friday Performance

2009-11-05T23:45:00.004+08:00

Life without people like my high school mates are difficult. Because nowadays, nobody camwhores with me . more importantly, i couldnt just grab any photos from facebook or smwhere , hence the interest to blog decreased cos it's gonna be too wordy.

fortunately, ICOM still have sm people who takes pictures . lol .

My band

guitarist Ruici and Keyboardist aka my buddy-in-college Kelly

drummer , also my brother , Cliff.

One of the most happening bassist in ICOM , Daniel.

piano , kaiyun. =)

this is like .. the judgement or sth . lol . where our judges give their comments and opinions.

I wanna thank the band for helping me out and for all of your brilliant ideas . Really appreciate that . with lotsa love . =)

me wanna see video ... =P

2009-11-03T14:32:00.001+08:00

I thank God i took pure science in high school .

I guess i would be scratching my head big time , doing music technology or acoustics if i didnt.

Just being glad . =)

2009-11-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

I am so glad friday performance is finally over .
I am so glad that the term is coming to an end . Because then i would have time to laze around !! mwahhahaha !
I am also glad that we've finally decided on the date to langkawi .
I am glad that I am still breathing !!

i really wanna be lazy . hahah !

How could an angel break my heart?

2009-10-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

First of all , i am not Emo k ? lol .
i just find it nice in an ironic way.

the best line ?
still " how could an angel break my heart ?"

random

2009-10-19T19:13:00.003+08:00

She's really in the mood to blog. cos she's in her Malaysian Studies. LOL .

She's tired of bragging about how busy and how busy she is .
she's also bored of saying that she's freaked out because of yadda yadda yadda.
Her life needs to get a little exciting and it should start now !

Malaysian Studies is not that bad actually . Get to learn some of our country's stuff. I'm patriotic k ! *akhem*

blog later . needa copy questions that are coming out for exams ! hahahaha !

toodles . =)

Kai Yun is EMO !

2009-10-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

i am emo ?
i can't join Kishern and the gang !
haihz .. i feel so bad cos they bought the tickets and all already . i mean , crapz la .

you guys should really come and get to know my parents . if not they are never gonna let me out with you guys. =(

damn emo la . KY emo = weird . aint ?

2009-09-30T13:41:00.002+08:00

you see, it's not my fault i didn't update for so long .
and i warn you first, this post is a lot a lot a lot of ranting. so if you think you can't take it, then you better not start reading.

My schedule is like darn packed. Everything is back to back . It's freaking suffocating .

and every single thing i do now seems to take forever . haihz .

i need to practice.
I know where my weaknesses are . I just need the time to fix it . But no ! i dun have the time. An hour for lunch is so luxurious.
An hour for movie is too .

haihz . im in my practice room and i am just done with my PI .
i need to see Mr. Frank in 10 mins about the presentation I'm supposed to do which i havent completed.
Then i have class at 3. Then a meeting at 4.30. Then i need to go to low yat to get some of the gadgets which are freaking essential .
I was supposed to go for choir . but i took leave. Then i am gonna go home and continue doing the slides for presentation, i've got to start english assignment which the dateline is next wednesday . and damn the citation which i have no idea how to do.
I'm supposed to get started with my MIDI assignment, havent touch that at all too . Besides that , i have to start my friday performance arranging , and also i need to study music technology which is darn hard for me. and that i have to start our Traditional Harmony assignment too . because if i dun start now, i might not be able to finish.

Next week would be worse. 2 assignments dateline . 2 papers, 1 performance lab assesment, MJ presentation .... etc.

Actually , all of these shouldn't be a problem if i dun love sleeping so much . How i wish i can stay awake for two three days like what Kishern does. or at least sleep late and wake up early. it's damn annoying tahu. I cant finish my work cos i am lazy. and if my bro is here, he will say : very good. keep saying that . and your life would become what you say.

i need to start being positive again.
Kai Yun is lost !!

okay. enough of that. i should be doing my assignment instead of complaining here.
and to all high school juniors, if you are readign this , i wanna tell you sth : don't complain about your exam in high school. cos they are peanuts.

thanks for reading.
Love ya

My Current Obsession

2009-09-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

2009-09-15T18:24:00.003+08:00

people , i'm missing high school life again .

I really really really have to thank you guys for giving me such a wonderful time back then .

It was when i was reading Samuel's blog (about his toad dissecting session) that memories start to flow back.

Remember the times when we dissected the frog? Phun was like , chunted weihh .. haha . pro dy .

Remember those times when we get so excited about experiments or something we skipped our break ? or more like, started our break only when the others go back to class . haha .

haihz , high school cannot come back. We are different now too . Those were some really precious years . How i wish i can just stay there and go crazy with you people everyday .

Sze, miss going to the toilet with you . haha . Our super decorated toilet.

I can still hear how recess are always like, the sudden noise that floads out of every single classroom. It's the hum , that you'll only be able to tell when you close your eyes and listen. The sound of one fan still on in the classroom when the lights are off .
and when koku comes to an end, the sound of silence seeping into the school .

I can still smell our field, our skylight, our teacher's office, our classroom . Our guy's sweat after PJ !! haha . seriously , these things are like cemented in my mind.

I can still see all of us singing those patriotic songs , waving the flags , and cursing at the same time. I can still see all of you physically although it was in my memory .

I can still feel the touch of the lockers, cold and all . yet it contained so much .

I miss all of you !

and we all know that even if we have another gathering where everyone can make it , as in not only PHG, it will never be the same.

Some has lost their innocence, some has changed, some matured.
But i still have to thank you guys for giving me this part of my life . and although we will never be the same, i know we can always create new memories.

You know i mean it when i say i love you ! =)
I really do .

so, when's our next gathering? lol .

toodles

2009-09-14T16:55:00.002+08:00

I miss being able to write and write and write and write .

I seem to have lost my inspiration . ugh .. damn the music .

I need to read more and I really really miss reading.

It seems like i can't even speak properly . =(

I'm starting my first Malaysian Studies in an hour's time . 6.00pm to 8.30pm. which college has such late classes ?

gotta zoom off for the orchestration worshop.

toodles.

Shangri-La

2009-09-09T20:42:00.003+08:00

Here comes my real post after such a long long period of time. =)

It was a Thursday where we agreed to 'drop by' Shangri-La hotel to listen to the trio band, which consisted of my piano teacher aka Wee Lern, a bassist named Albert Yap( if not mistaken) , a drummer named Anwar (if not mistaken again) and also vocalist Maria Angiela. =) pheww ..

I went there with Kelly and we paid the stupid valet parking which cost us RM20. the reason we chose valet? cos the rate is the same if we look for our parking down there in their dark basement. hence, the smarter choice.

However, someone was smarter than us. see this guy in the pic below - david. He Parked his car at the caltex beside Shangri-La and paid only RM5!

i dont remember what was i laughing at.

smile kai yun, smile !

btw, the drinks there damn babi gila sial expensive, the cheapest i could find was RM12. O.O I wanna open F&B in hotel also !
i know , i know, you wanna say " hotel ma" right ?

Kai Yun and Kelly . with sugar !
i remember david asking the waitress : " is that lolipop ! " lol

david, kaiyun and kelly. Kelly said i look like barbie doll. Everybody, roll your eyes with me please. Thank you . =)

Kai Yun , Kelly , Kishern . Cheers to the power of K ! haha

these two here are so called my long lost brothers., Cliff Wong on the left and Simon Wong on the right. dun needa introduce the one in the middle i guess ? =)

the band .

Wee Lern was surprised i guess .

you see, the reason is very simple. I thought there were gonna be like the 6 of us ny, ended up with about double the number. We ourselves were surprised!
oh btw, Wee Lern is the one sitting on my left. =)

and finally , a group pic before we left of course.

2009-09-09T11:41:00.004+08:00

I know you guys must be cursing me . cos everytime you open my page it would be that success thing. But forgive me dear, cos i have been busy and blogging does takes up time. =)

I'm having my hols now . Wee ! but then all my PHG and my high school friends just finished their hols . so it's like I am free but the rest of the world is busy . =(

however, I can't give up my hols just because the rest of the world is busy . So i have been spending time reading up on some novels that have been waiting for their master to touch them . =)

I just finished reading this book , about this guy who studies science, and a girl who studies arts. Sounds familiar ? somehow i can relate . haha ! ahem .. anyway , it gave me some inspiration .

I am at McD ( not the one beside my college) , and i parked my car at the other street, I think the time for the parking thing is almost up, but I cant possibly leave my laptop here and go over there right ? that's the thing with driving. Driving has its advantage, as well as its opposite.

I am gonna blog about a few things these few days if i have time, and include more pics. haha .
1) my first late night out with friends to Shangri-La. I only came home at 1sth 2 am . People who knows me knows why is this a miracle. :-P

2) my church camp in Cameron Highland. which i took quite some number of pics. Carol, you have quite some pics with me , remember our trip to SmokeHouse ? hehe.

3) my first Friday performance.which i can't bear to think of , but i have to blog about it. It was part of my life anyway.

4) whatever that comes to my mind next. =)

my bro is home ! wee!

Success

2009-08-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY din go to McD for one day ...
that's a superb achievement you know because before this i would go there anyhow. whether i buy sth or not i will be there .

i dun think i'll be going tmr though . gonna go to Jaafar . although i wouldnt' say it's healthier , it's relatively cheaper ! lol. but right .. not full . lol

anyway .. i wont have time to go to McD cos tmr is gonna be a busy day .

and guess what ? I am gonna have my first sound check tmr . haha !

okay .. it sounds kinda like .. desperate . but hey .. give me a little motivation man .

and then again , i needa thanks Kishern and Joshua of course. I am gonna try very hard to play the song well . =)

Just in case i wouldnt be blogging this two days , I am going off to Cameron Highlands for our church's family camp. Looking forward to it .

and hopefully i can upload some pics on this blog which is getting too wordy .

oh oh ! one more thing .. i scored an A for my english . haha . A is above 90. =) it gave me motivation to do better the next time .

toodles for now . about to have class with my cousin .

2009-08-09T19:44:00.002+08:00

have you guys ever felt like you've forgotten someone completely , then suddenly there's a surge in you that reminds you of that person again ?

how come it happens in me so often ? is it even relatively normal ?

it really takes time to forget sth ain't ?

grandma

2009-08-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

oops .. i forgot to mention that my grandma has moved out .
yes , the lovely old lady you ppl always see when you come to my house .

although she's a bit long winded at times .. but she's really nice and caring . and I love her . sobs . i didn't realise that until she moved out. sad case huh ? and , she'll have to adapt to her new surrounding. i hope my other aunts know her habits . =) like ..
she doesnt use a bowl but instead a plate , she has to have a cup of water when she eats, she;s allergic to prawns , she must have a spoon with her chopsticks when she eats, she likes things sweet, she doesnt like ppl using her toothpaste ... and the list goes on and on ..

haihz.. luckily she moved not too far away .. i wish she would come back and stay for a day or two in the week.

i just miss her . =) the house is a little quiet without a little of nagging .

college

2009-08-09T18:41:00.002+08:00

i bet you guys must be so bored with the kah hoe post by now . haha .
so i am gonna give you peeps sth to bore with for the next few weeks. LOL .

generally , my life in college is still okay .

well , let's see , i should start with my passed-up english assignment.
The title of the essay was " Guitar Gods of Rock Music". After that assignment, i think i have a relatively good idea about how Rock guitarists are like . At least my knowledge went up 10% from 0. haha

My friend gave me a bank of 5000 songs . i really really have to thank him. THanks Kishern, if you are reading this. haha . most of which are jazz i think .. i still havent got a chance to go through at least 50 songs ..

my performance studies class are kinda scary . or i should say pressured . the lecturer who is only 21 years old . has a very high expectation , or i should put it this way - strict . It is good , i know, but well , not easy la .

I realise my practice hours are soo little . i only practice like 3-4 hours max sometimes. which is so so bad .. i must at least have 5 hours per day in the coming days . that's my new goal . =) i bet some of you are gonna call me freak , but please, i am in a music college after all . and i SHOULD be practicing like 9 hours ? yea . that's what make ppl play well very fast.

FOOD ! the most disastrous thing so far . McD .. McD .. Jaafar ( the mamak outside my college if you guys didnt follow my previous post) .. McD lagi .. My pimples are popping out like popcorns ! except that it's red in colour . blah ..

i remember smwhere in my previous post that i said i wanna post about music technology. It's a really cool lesson , get to learn about all those IT stuff, which honestly , i suck big time in it. There was this funny part , about connectors .
Connectors are divided into 2 wide types, namely the female and male connectors . Female connectors generally have a hole and male connectors have this sharp pointy thing ...
so now you guys know how to differentiate. =)

2009-07-30T00:26:00.001+08:00

Kah Hoe !
I still can;t believe i saw you at the bus stop !
lol . it was sooo random .
next time i'll give you a ride k ? hahah ..

Central Malaya Sacred Choir

2009-07-28T22:29:00.004+08:00

I played for that choir last sunday in Wesley Methodist Church .

i played the organ . good experience .

and here are some pics .

kai yun with Mr & Mrs Dr Mui . we sang the song he composed . two whole books . he's really nice .

He;s from Hong Kong and he lives in Spore now .

Joyce, Mr & Mrs Dr Mui

spot me . i look weeirrd .. lol

Pianists and the Grand Piano . =)

Joyce and her mum

last but not least .. KYun and the piano .

remind me to blog about music technology . currently busy with my english assignment entitled " Guitar Gods of Rock Music " . driving me crazy .
I'm already not a guitarist , and rock music ?? O.O !
ciao

ICOM pics part 1

2009-07-28T21:16:00.009+08:00

okay . here i am, finally getting a few pics onto my pathetic blog which i have abandoned for a week .

and it's not in order k . i'll just explain whatever pics that comes .

first of all .. here are some of the ppl that helped me pass my day in ICOM.

Nicholas, Kelly and Kishern .

i tell you, Nicholas looks like teo ! and , he acts a bit like teo also ! he has all those wacky ideas like .. he suggested what will happen if we order delivery of ice cream from McD . LOL . i mean , really teo-like aint ?

Kishern with his masterpiece . lol .

that's traditional harmony homework . where we have to write some chords over and over and over again . i cant wait to just get to the assignment . im excited for that .

this is the 4th floor corridor . yes it's very short . and it's outside our library . and on the right is our faculty's office.

ensemble room. a room where they have one piano , one drum set , amps , one digital piano , and one keyboard synthesizer, if i am not mistaken . and a couple of chairs .

this is the room where we get to practice our repertoires and stuff la .

C1 as in classroom 1 . there are only 3 classroom kind of classroom in my college . lol . understand ? as in the one with many many seats . the ones with least instrument. haha .

this is the biggest classroom in my college . and it is maybe about 3/4 of our sec classroom . it has a piano as you can see , but the projector system is good . and we have a HI-fi .

and do you notice that we are STILL using blackboard ? LMAO . and we always run out of big pieces of chalk . i wonder when they'll change to whiteboard .

that guy in the middle of the table is MR.Sze .. he is really good in explaining music technology .

the small space we hang around before class starts . level 2 . see all those switch ? for our laptops. lol

the toilet area . i almost went into the wrong one the first time . shh ...

we go up and down by the elevator . it only stops on ground floor , 2nd , 4th and 5th . so 1st and 3rd floor we have to use the stairs .

the GRAND entrance of ICOM . lol . it's kinda petit.

once you enter you see this. it's not wide k .

then you'll see this .

college building . 6 floors.

the high class cafeteria outside our coll. the food there .. so little . lol . you go there , either maggi or nasi lemak . -.-

the road to ICOM .

on the left of the pic is mcD . right side is car park .

the car park i park my car at .

McD from the side view of the lorong .

and i heard that this lorong , you'll NEVER kena saman .

Wisma ICOM and mamak .

from my car .

college life is really interesting .

but i still have some other ppl on my heart .. all the time . =)

and of course those who arent in this pic . haha

2009-07-21T12:09:00.001+08:00

I'm at McDonalds again . haha

McDonalds .

2009-07-20T14:31:00.002+08:00

It's 2.32 pm and i am sitting in McD alone . McD again !

it's like the urmm .. 8th time im here in one week . yea .. about that .

i really really should stop eating McD .

or should i just say i should altogether cut down on my food .. cos

I AM GETTING FATTER !
i'm on tummy and fat arms alert . aiks .. thought i could go done a few kgs .. McD a few days .. Calories all went up . gahh !

anyway .. damn tired here .. my morning class ( 11am ) got cancelled ..

so i went to the practice room and played for 2 hours . thought i can wait for the next class , which was supposed to be at 3 .

but they cancelled THAT class also ! then why did i come to college today ?

especially my performance studies teacher .. until now also i have never met him . if next week the same thing happens , i am soo gonna file a report .

college pics coming soon . =) stay tuned .

...

2009-07-14T21:33:00.003+08:00

Busy . Busy . Busy !

what have i been up to ?

lotsa house chores .. and college . -.-

i know i should be doing my studies .. but all i feel like now is sleeping .

though i HAVE to mention music technology is so so cool . hahaha ! although i dun really understand .. but , that's what makes it cool isn't it ?

wanna zzz . ciao

Class Schedule

2009-07-10T15:30:00.004+08:00

I've taken my schedule today !

Starting Semester 2 ! without going through Sem 1 ! hahaha .

Good thing is i think i have my wednesdays and Fridays off , except for the fact that i have to go back on Friday for performance . EVERY friday .. i think . lol

Bad news is that on Monday , my class starts at 11am and it ends at bloody 8.30pm !
i only have 3 subjects that day .. but i have to stay for so long ?? and guess what , the last subject of the day .. is .. is .. MALAYSIAN STUDIES ! O.O x 10 . It starts at 6pm and ends at 8.30pm.

it has lots of one hour - 2 hours gaps.

do you guys have such crazy schedules ? i dun wanna skip class . but i am already thinking of skipping. lol . but then .. i am a good old school girl . what to do ? hahha .

my subjects . i bet it's 50 times more interesting than yours . haha ! okay .. dun punch me .

1) Contemporary Music Harmony .
2) Basic Ear Training
3) Music Technology and MIDI systems. I WANT !!!
4) performance Seminar . this is the friday performance.
5) Performance Studies
6) Traditional Harmony and Composition .
7)and the ever boring Malaysian Studies ?

okay .. so it might not be that interesting to you all ..
but for me , i am waiting to read every page of my textbook ! haha . lalala !

and all of us have our own personal ICOM email .. =) sounds like a company to me . does other colleges have this system also ?

and oh , the textbooks i use are direct from Berklee ! lalala ..

i've also met some other students .. seniors . ahem . there were Korean .. Iranians .. O.O

i am hyperventilating . lol

Maid-less

2009-07-10T14:54:00.006+08:00

I am maid-less = I am the maid . lol

well .. my really nice kakak left last sat . sobs . now i have to do all the houseworks .

babi agent , when we signed one of their maids they promised .. PROMISED , that they'll have a temporary maid sent over if the supposed maid hasnt arrive .

although i 'curi tulang' occasionally , my whole body still aches from all the house chores .
from laundry , to sweeping and mopping .. and making the beds .. and cooking !

but .. house chores are kinda fun when you have all the time in the world to complete it .
not when you have to go to college .. then rush back to prepare lunch . then go out again . -.-

can die k ..

anyways .. here are some of my 'kakak's' picture before she left .

her name is Ingrit btw , although we all call her Rose . LOL .

kakak and room .

KLCC

ha ! caught sleeping ! . lol ..

i find him quite nice though ..

some soldier . he was holding a rifle . or a gun . aiks , sth that looks like M16 except it;s way shinier .

Palace Gate

Rose and flowers

at the airport while checking in ...

i went to get us Mary Brown .

i asked her to pose with the nugget ! haha .

mum and Rose

that's Rose and I . I'm tall isnt it ? and i've already bend my body . hahahhahaha !

anyway , she did a really good work here . she speaks cantonese , mandarin , hokkien , english . and she can even fix a microwave ! O.O

Thanks for Everything .. =)

Fun Facts about ICOM

2009-07-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

1 ) It's probably the only college around , that still uses blackboard and chalk when they teach !

2) They dont have their own canteen .. we only have a 'high-class cafeteria' outside our college .. which is a MAMAK .

3) McD is just right beside the college , so we pretty much hang about there . so please dont ask me to join you all for McD anymore .

4) There's a 'zoo' behind it which is yet to be explored by me .

5) we mostly travel by the means of an elevator .. i'll try to explain to you guys smwhere in the future.

6) ICOM has no parking lots .

7) It has wi-fi on every level .

8) it has probably the best teachers around for music . in SEA at least .

9) It probably has the best sound lab around for learning means.

10 ) i will let you know more when i get to know more about it .. =)

The ICOM e-learning experience

2009-07-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

okay . i dunno where to start .

perhaps i should start from day 1 ?

Orientation day 1 (6th, mon )

early that morning, i was all agitated and excited .
not to mention nervous cos i DO have to sit for some tests and the dreaded audition .

but well .. as you know me, i am a friendly person and have immediately made friends with a few of the ppl there . haha .

the tests .. were easy .
english placement .. it was something like 2 comprehensions and 1 essay . i wrote an essay on the importance of English . crapped a lot . cos i have not been writing for over 6 months. i just hope it didnt get rusty .

theory placement test. even little kids can do . lol . okay , not really little kids la .. i mean ..
the first question was anyway .. asking us to draw treble and bass clefs . haha .

and the audition . i've only decided what to play when i sat on the piano right IN the audition room . awesome right ? lol . i love the two who auditioned me . they were some really easy going judge ..

and friends. ICOM is an interesting place. you get to know ppl of all races , all places .
for instance , i have two friends from Jakarta .. 2 from Sarawak .. 1 from Mauritius .. some others from Pahang , Penang , Johor .. so far , no ang mohs yet . sighs . hahah .

Day 2 .
Day 2 was basically some introduction and briefing to the college . but seriously , ICOM is one of the very serious college around . really can tell . and they can maintain the discipline cos the college is really freaking small . you bump into lecturers and admins everywhere you go . and i feel that the place is crowded even before classes really starts . that's about 30 students . imagine 200 ?? gah .. gonna die out of lack of O2.

Day 3
which is today! lol .
today was awweesome !
i got to know i was placed into term 2 ! i dun have to pay that bloody 10k ! and i saved another 5k by using my old laptop . hahaha ! so i am really really really happy today !
and i made some connection with the staff there . =)

so far , there're no pictures yet .

but i just wanna let you all know that i am BLOODY HAPPY in my college ! for now anyway . =)

and .. there are some quite good looking dudes .. haha .
i have to keep reminding myself college is a place to study . not to have fun .

busy

2009-07-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

I meant to update . really . but it's been a few hectic days .

1) no more maid . so i'm pretty much the 'kakak' around ? thank God mum and sis help out . i wanna conk out even WITH their help . imagine if i go solo ..

2) ICOM audition thing . driving me nuts .

God .. please help me ! lol .

stay tuned . =)

flustered

2009-07-02T22:47:00.003+08:00

bummer .. i'm like freaking nervous now . why ? because of the so unexpected registration week ..
i though i only have to go in , drop my money and ciao .

but NO ! we still have audition . imagine playing in front of so many ppl .. and they are ALL pros .

gah .. im excited and nervous all at the same time .

argh .. dunno what im feeling now !

i have a million things on my mind now .

can i continue to use my laptop ? if not , where do i dump this one ? and no , i wouldnt really dump it . why is it only macbook but not macbook Pro ? if it's with a Pro word , then i wouldnt needa get another one . crappz .. which cost God-knows how much .

my time ..! all messed up now .

how am i supposed to go to college ? drive ? but the skills are not good enough!

and i used to have u guys with me .. sobs . wherever we go .. i would at least have ONe with me .

I'm all alone now .. and i really dunno what to expect .

where went the confidence in me ? smbody help !

I'm IN !

2009-07-02T21:58:00.005+08:00

Dear Wong Kai Yun,

Congratulations, the Board of Admissions is pleased to offer you admission into the International College of Music (ICOM), and you can collect your Letter of Admissions together with the relevant documents when you come for Registration Week on Monday, 6th July 2009.

Kindly see the attached files for your Programme Invoice Schedule, Summary of Registration and Declaration Form.

Please be informed that there is a minor change to the Summary of Registration, conducted from 6th to 10th July 2009.

For all students:

Please be reminded that all auditions (for BTP & MFP students only) and placement tests will be concluded on Monday, 6th July 2009, and not carried forward to Tuesday, 7th July 2009 as stated in the Summary of Registration Form.

All students must settle the following fees first before proceeding to auditions & placement tests (please see Declaration Form):

Placement fee: RM500 (Local students)
RM1500 (International students)
ICOM M-Mobility package deposit: RM5000 (for MFP, BTP & CAP students only)

For students enrolled in BTP and MFP only:

Audition list is based on first-come,first-serve basis, so please come early to ensure your audition time.

Please bring your principle instrument and prepare your repertoires/pieces (5 pieces).

Please do not hesitate to contact us if you need further information.

Thank you.

lalalaa ... i'm in !!!
fyi , i'm in BTP . Berklee Transfer Program .
BUT !!! auditon !! crapzz .. i'm soo not ready ! arghh !
and and .. the fees ... i feel sweat ady ..

but .. i'm in ! hahaha

Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa

2009-07-02T21:39:00.005+08:00

i found this song by accident ..
someone .. sing it to me !! lol

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

Tuesday

2009-07-02T16:38:00.003+08:00

on tuesday after my piano class, i went to sunway with my cousin . for skating .

i was 2 hours earlier ... or should i say she was 2 hours late ? lol . that was when i bought the book - invitation only .

anyway .. i was a patient fella .

and sunway definitely has more good-looking dudes ..
so i didnt complain too much .

and i knew the reason she was late.

i waited at this place where there's this grand piano and there were a pianist there .
i started analysing every single thing she plays ..
and my brows kept furrowing .. it was like.. she was hammering every single note .
not to say that i am very good , just that . well .. it's my thing la . i start to literally listen to song . not just hearing . so that's what happens when you listen too much .

anyway .. here're a few pic . due to the 'lackness' of my camera ,
i cant camwhore much . lol . and i had 2 humungous pimple on my face , so not a good time to camwhore . lol .

told you it's shaky . but yea , kyun and cleng.

with the ice rink

i am getting fatter ! shit .

p/s : i want a camera ! good one . and convenient . =)

gtg .. if not my sis will be waiting solemnly at her school gate .

ciao

Invitation Only

2009-07-02T14:40:00.003+08:00

yup . i just finished this book .

i guess it's gonna end up to be sth like gossip girls. making it a film and all .

im just waiting to get the next book . lol .

we should design some parties like they have .. minus the sex part . haha !

gold necklace as pass for the party .. lol .

and the white gift worth over 1000$ for everyone . bummer .

but .. books like that .. they give all the wrong moral values . lol .

dunno what im talking about ? just read the book or watch the series .. which is coming up i think .. correct me .

love

The last one left

2009-06-29T10:38:00.000+08:00

It's 10.40 in the morning and i am sitting in front of my laptop screen ..

hammering words onto my blog ..

and i wonder ..

even Phun and eunice started college dy ..

im quite the last one left ..

still have two weeks before classes commence .

is it good or bad ? im rotting .

and i am a little confused now ..

is music THE right choice ?

it seems ridiculous for me to ask that question

and i bet most of you are gonna give me the -.- face .

nvm , cos i wanna give myself that face too .

emo-ing .

2009-06-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

somehow .. just somehow ..

i felt something drained .. after you left .

and i didnt feel it until now .

sighs ..

what's with me and emo today ?

Lee Hom

2009-06-27T16:19:00.001+08:00

Did I tell anyone i dreamt of Lee Hom the other day ? lol

we became friends . REAl friends ..

haha ..

Eunice, i tell you , my dream will come true ! hahaha ..

Revenge of the Fallen

2009-06-27T14:18:00.000+08:00

okay . i have no pictures or nothing for this outing .

but it was really random . and sth i rarely do in my life . so i m gonna blog about it .

mind you first , it might sound lame.

on wednesday ( 24th )

i got a msg from cw asking me if im going to ts . i went huh ? lol

then i decided , since i wanna pass sth to phun , so i'll just pop in and drop the things , then ciao.

well .. but then we decided to have lunch together , which is totally fine for me ..

and they were sudd surged with a kind of fear , cos end up cw not here and gonna replaced by someone else .

so they asked me to watch .. and i was in dilemma. only we know the details. lol .

xf said : just watch la ! dont feel bad . dun worry, you din sin.

lol..

and when phun was playing with his iPhone with the urmm .. vocab thingy .
teo and i were looking . you're supposed to take away the two words that doesnt have the same meaning with the word given .

then the word ' impaired ' came out .
teo and i said ' damaged ' unisonly , and at the exact same time phun took away that word .

we burst into laughter . it might not sound funny here , but it certainly was back then .

lol .

okay . end of my random post.

Puzzle

2009-06-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

I've been puzzle-ing these few days .

and here is my new born !! ahaha ..

and i jsut realised one thing .

each and everyone of you out there are a piece of my puzzle .
and without that piece , the puzzle just isnt complete !

each and everyone of you are the very essence of the secret to a complete puzzle, an absolute circle and an enriching life !

well .. just in case you din know how does a puzzle with missing pieces looks like ..

where are you ? my missing piece ?
been searching for you up and down ,
on the tables and below the chairs .
the other side of my pillow , and in between the bouquet .
where are you ? and when will you come out and put an end to my search ?
la la la ...

going for my 2nd this summer .. =)

scent

2009-06-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

I never knew a scent like that could inspire something big ..
i need more of it ! craving now .. but ..
slim chance i'm gonna smell that anymore ..
was that mint ? or musk ?
it seemed familiar .. yet so new .
some drug that turns me groggy like now ..
something that makes me hyped up and excited !
something fresh .

smwhere in my brain there pop out a line ..
" you're my drug and i'm addicted to you " .

forgot who said that .. but .. it just seems so right now . =)

did i sound like edward in love with bella's scent ? lol .

something to shout about

2009-06-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

guess what ?

i drove my sis to school today ! lol ..

but that's not all ..

then i drove back to raintree club .

then i drove to PJ SS2 for piano class ..

then i drove home ...

then i sent my mum out to the shop ..

then i went and pick my sister up !!

ahahaha .. and i'm super proud .. haha .
at least i din create chaos .. nor accidents ! lol .

and i have not .. ahem *edited .=)

saya bangga !!

law forum

2009-06-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey ..

those who are interested in law ..

you may visit this website .. and help me spread to your friend .. lol

http://www.elawyer.com.my/blog/elawyer-exabytes-penang-bloggers-law-forum-2009/

especially those who are in penang . =)

toodles !

lagu melayu

2009-06-22T17:28:00.000+08:00

the lyrics of the song that night ..

salah saya , membiarkan dia , beraja di dalam hidupku .
tidak payah, memberitahu dia, cinta yang disemai di dalam hatiku .

aku rindu pada dirinya,
namun dia tidak mengenal hatiku
cinta yang tidak akan berbuah tetap mekar dalam hatiku

kawan setia bukan kekasih
biarpun betapa aku sudi
kau masih , kau tetap
kawanku setia

i know it's short . but that's what i have for now . lol . copyrighted !
and no , you guys , it's not about who you think it is .
and no , this is not the massachusetts song .

20th June 2009

2009-06-22T15:44:00.000+08:00

Sharvin's 18th Birthday !

well .. so on his birthday we sorta planned a get-together to celebrate his bday !

we were supposed to eat at Chili's ..

tick tock . tick tock .

after about one hour of waiting for seats and ppl .. we decided to change our venue to DELICIOUS !! .. yummee ..

well .. after that we walked around MV . and guess what ?

TOYS ' R ' Us caught us !! lol .

we went back to being a kid ! lol .
there were obviously , all kind of toys there ..
barbies .. lol . aand masak-masak set , which bloody cost 270sth .. crapz.

and then .. sth caught them ..

watching sth ...

wanna have a closer look on what they're watching ?

wee .. indiana jones ala lego . lol

yea . then eunice and i zoomed off to our gathering.

to know what happened on our way .. visit eunice

5B turned PHG gathering !

while we were waiting for the rest .. eunice and i chilled in mh's car . and listened to kiddy songs.
after for what seems like a century .. they finally arrived !! lol

and so we went to puchong and met teo at ESSo . mna tau dia zoom cepat cepat , he was gone in a flash ! sighs .. lol . next time dun drive so fast la !

on the way to teo's house, kyung, wg, khoe and i talked about who will get married first . haha . damn funny lo . i suggested phun will get married first, reason is he'll *ahem* first. nyway, i dun think he'll do that la .. hor ?
in the end we decided wil and carol will get married first ! lol . for reasons we know why .

kyung , ming hoe, phun , wil 's cars ..

they came and boo us on being late . bluek .

wow ! food ! it was good ! thanks teo

the host !

group pic .. with dee dee's butt !

huddled together . aww .. so sweet ! haha

dun blame me for the blur pic

gay couple ..

eh .. should be doing it in your room right ? they were too high i guess

the soft and meek one .. lol .

aww ...

he thought i was trying to take a pic of ....

this is to teach you not to two-time

wil and dee dee

kyun and sze .. cam too heavy la .. that's why it shakes. haha

sze's expression ! priceeleess !!

panda on the floor . thinking his tongue is long ?

wawawa .. the comparison ! xf & phun
guess you dun needa ask which is who's ...

happye !

kyun & mhoe

disgusting freak . lol

cw's pose .

i like this pic !!

group pic ! in a semi-circle

i love this even more ! haha . but 3 person cacat .. you guess who ?

right before we went home .. someone hurt his throat .. i dun really rmb how . lol

see the blood ?

stupidest thing that happened that night ..

khai loo : did you just call xf ai ren ( lover ) or ai ren ( shortie ) ?
kyun : *laughss* banged her forehead onto the glass in front . and there's a bump now . still.

that night was greaat ! i just miss you guys sooo much ! miss the craziness of 5B !
miss every single joke that we cracked ! lol .
u know .. i would never regret getting lost that evening . haha . cos we had a wonderful evening afterall .

I LOVE PHG ! lol .

?

2009-06-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

sometimes it surprised me how i miss something that i've forgotten ...
or should i say .. thought i have forgotten .

it was a simple gesture and a very tiny thing .

the size of a plaster . yet it meant so much, to me at the very least.

it makes me think about coincidences , fate , destiny .

funny it is that you just happened to have what i want at that particular moment. and why was it you of all people around ?

is it true that when something happens repetitively, it might mean more than what we see ?
that it might lead us to a certain outcome .

or is it time , to just let go of all the imagination?

my song

2009-06-09T17:08:00.000+08:00

Have you ever feel that gush when you know you just HAVE to do that something ?

well , i did .

and that's when i wrote my latest song . gahahaha !

yea . and good news ?

it's in English . simple english . and anyone who speaks ABC understands the song.

lol .

it's a *akhem * love song . haha . though i have not much experience .. lol .

ahem .. anyway . the song title is .. is ..

i was thinking of naming it Streets of Massachusetts . lol .

what do you think ?

it's about a girl who wishes to bump into her crush some years later on the streets of Massachusetts. and it describes the feeling she gets whenever she bumps into him . haha .

hopefully i can get a band to perform and record it soon . or maybe i should put it in a midi file. anyway , just hope i can get the song out soon . coz i think i needa ammend the lyrics a little too. too childish . hahaha !

Precious Moments

2009-06-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hey guys ..

I've updated the Church Youth camp pic on another website . which is the official website of my fellowship , feel free to visit !

http://joy-fellowship.blogspot.com/

xoxo ...

oh yea .. there's this cute guy in the camp! hahahha .. lee hom look alike konon ... hahaha

random

2009-06-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

i realise i have to be writing .
why ?

cos my english is rotting like shit .. arrghh

that's soo unacceptable !

i know i should be reading, and improving . but wth ! im getting used to live without school !

college o college ,

i need you to help me !

p/s : I've sent in my application form for ICOM ! =)

Blur

2009-06-01T20:33:00.001+08:00

I'm like soo sooo sooo blur .

should i take music ?

or law ?

or medicine ?

or .. i dunno la ..

crap la .

lol .

i'm just super super frustrated . =s

SPAGHETT-tiny.

2009-05-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

I BROKE MY RECORD !!!

i had 6 bowls of spaghettini today ...

yes , it's spaghettini . not spaghetti . haha .

there is a difference.

lunch spaghettini
tea break spaghettini
dinner spaghettini
supper spaghettini .. .

alalalallalaa ...

im gonna go super ffaaat ! and i dun want ! lol

alalalal .. die la .

and babi . how come they have so freaking damn many different kind of pasta?
this is only one of the category. pheew .

and .. it reminds me of those italian terms !

like ..
allegro , andante, andantino .

like.. the baby of the babies ..
hahaha .. im not making any sense now, am i ? blah .

Type	Common?	Pronunciation	Description	Translation
Spaghettoni	Yes	[spagetˈtoni]	Thick spaghetti	Thick little twine
Spaghetti	Yes	[spaˈgetti]	Most common round-rod pasta	spago means twine, spaghetto means little twine, spaghetti is plural
Spaghettini	Yes	[spagetˈtini]	Thin spaghetti	thin little twine
Fedelini	No [1]	[fedeˈlini]	Between spaghetti and vermicelli in size	little faithful ones
Vermicelloni	No [2]	[vermitʃelˈloni]	Thick vermicelli	Thick little worms
Vermicelli	Yes	[vermiˈtʃɛlli]	Thicker than capellini, thinner than fedelini	little worms
Capellini	Yes	[kapelˈlini]	Thinner than vermicelli, thicker than angel hair	fine hair
Capelli d'angelo	Yes	[kaˈpelli ˈdandʒelo]	Thinnest round-rod pasta	angel hair

Kai Yun is back !

2009-05-18T21:15:00.001+08:00

I am back from my church youth camp .

yea .. so there was where i went the past few days . heheh . in malacca .

anyway .. will update about that later.

just to say hi to all of you . =)

I NEED A JOB !

2009-05-15T06:58:00.000+08:00

lol .

anybody wants to hire a piano teacher or sth ?

cos i am pretty free now and i need a job !

to keep my life going so that i am always on the go !

if not i'll be mourning through this period of time.

so people out there ..

if you happen to come across ppl who wants to learn piano ,

dont hesitate to give me a call or msg .

i believe i would really entertain you .

love !

confessions

2009-05-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

there are some things in life ...
no matter how hard you try to hide , to disguise , it still comes .
because it's a process we have to face .

have you ever feel your heart going up and down ...
beating so hard that you think you'll spit it out any minute ?

have you tasted fear ?
the feeling of 'whaaamm ' , when everything in your mind goes blank ..
for that millisecond ..

and then you just wish you could pass out ..
you wish that you wouldn't be able to hear a single thing ..
wouldn't be able to see a speck of anything .
all you want .. is to block out every receptor in your body , every miserable thought and feeling you have .

because you fear so much ..
knowing that it will still come after you .
knowing that you can't hide from it .
even at the tiniest , darkest corner in this world ..

because at any moment ,
the phone would ring ..
and there goes your day ..
shrouded by clouds you couldn't find a way out ..

you want to scream ...
but .. it's of no use .
because it has found you .

how do you feel when you receive a msg ?
do you feel happy ? knowing that your beloved has just texted you.
do you feel outrageous ? realising that somebody has just screwed your best day .

it's a time bomb . which would explode any minute .
the fear that surge through each and every cell in your body without missing a shot .
and no brethren could take the anxiety away ..

you just have to be strong ..
bear with the fear, laments, shame that come after that ..

feeling blue

2009-05-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

i feel ..

truly ,
utterly ,
thoroughly ,
inexplicably .

SAD !

i just feel like screaming my lungs out ..
but i dunno where to find that strength ..
just feel tired all of a sudden ..

and then it dawned on me ..
because everything is meaningless .

why is it that people say something and do another ?

what happened to responsibility ?
what happened to care ?
what happened to love ?

failing is not an option !
yet it happens .

is it wrong to be doing the right thing ?
is it right to find fault in people when they themselves are doing the wrong thing?
how can they condemn others , when they themselves are not righteous?

what happened to human's mind ?
what happened to conscience ?
what happened to principles ?

why are they blinded by what they have before them?
can't they see that there are more things in life then they could think of?

what happened to the world ?
why do we have to follow and succumb under the world's corruption?
why can't we be different ?

just because we need to blend in with the world?

i WANT to make a DIFFERENCE !!!

have you ever felt that you need love so much but it seems that love is soooo far ..?

luckily i have my father in heaven .. thank you Lord for being with me all these while .

4th May 2009 Monday

2009-05-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

yeap . 4th May 2009 was really really really special .. and it was all because of you . haha . all of you !

Birthday from MY point of view ?? hehe

wilfred supposed to come at 7 . ended up he came at 7.30pm . lol .
but it was okay , cos we were fashionably late , and that gave them some space to do that lovely thing they did .

the super big bday board ! hehe .

the making of the cardboard .

ky and kl .

mum and daughter . lol

ky and cwei .

ky and cl . sze , it was just this pic k . others not .ahahhaha

ky and papaya je !

ky and mh

ky + ky . lol

ky + jd

ky and wen fu . damn lan si look right ? hahahha

ky and eunice !

miss pretty and ky

ky and ma belle !!

ky and kath ! miao !

look at wilfred's expression ! hahah

ky and phun .

i managed to take picture with almost everyone of them , .. almost ...

wee . the food was really so so . standard dropped ! lol

and you guys ! I love the presents . especially the mini donut .haha

then we had the cake cutting ceremony .

from =) becomes =(

wee ! bday cake !

they made me unplug the candle with my mouth ...

and this was the end product ..
oh yea phun , thanks for smashing me with the cake . i will SURELY remember you for the rest of my life . haha . and i will spend my time reminiscing about this year's bday all because of you .

thanks eunice for the pic . haha .

girls ..

carmen sweetie and ky .

we used to have pics like that every so often ..

it was nice to have you all back ! hehe =)

wilfred then sent khai loo home .. then he was supposed to drop me off .
but we ended up cutting another cake . the real cake .

yummie .. it was really good with the walnut , =)

bday wish .. i made the same bday wish .

hehe ..

sis , ky and my lovely grandma ! hehe ..

thanks people, for coming and for being there !
my 18 was really a smacking one .. and it is to be kept for a lifetime .
I WOULD ALWYAS REMEMBER THE FACT THAT EVERYONE CAME IN BLACK !! and that made everything special ! .

it was great to have an old friend back there . =)

MERCI BEAUCOUP !!! mwah !

2nd May 2009 Saturday

2009-05-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

yup . i went for lee hom's concert .

went with Aunt Karen , Siew Mun , See Leng , CJ and her friend , Falco and wife Evan . but i sat with Aunt Karen , siew Mun and see leng ny ..

reason ? cos we got the VVIP tickets ! haha . . Lee Hom was like .. 8 rows in front of us .

I was so excited back then . but .. when Lee Hom came out , i realised it was STILL very very far !

this is the stage from our point of view and it bloody hell cost 5 mil .

my bestie ( see leng ) , Ky and Aunt Karen . lol

see leng and i

腾空降临

and the show began ..

lee hom and his new found babe - Bahamut

purple

orange

blue ..

i remember him saying sth like .. 各位观众，来听巴哈姆特的第一声吼叫。(ladies and gentleman , let's listen to Bahamut's first roar )
then he striked the guitar ! damn chun weihhh

have a closer look

LEE HOM !

see .. it's still small .

Lee Hom in white tux

I like this part . where all the superheros came out .

LEE hom with violin . Falling leaves

this is when he was singing luo ye gui gen .

Lee Hom and his baby grand ..

sing sing sing !

it would be nice if we all could seat together . then we can scream our lungs out together . lol .

and i overheard the few guys who sat behind me . damn annoying .
keep saying lee hom lan si .. and when the dancer came out and bend , he said wah , her hei sth sth sth .. damn babi annoying lo .

if they left a min later , i swear i would turn around and go @##$$%%% at them . haha .

all in all .. good show .

1st May 2009

2009-05-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Labour's Day !

was a happy day cos i made cream puffs !! wee !

the best thing about it .. i made the batter .. and went to my new house ( which is in Bukit Segar ) , to bake it . lol

well .. i din know that my mircowave oven wasnt working .. so i took out all the ingredients and started making . then it happens that the oven wasn't working .

so i went to my new house .. which is without water supply and minimal electricity . haha . but the oven was working . so i had to pack water and cloth and the pan and the spoon ..etc .. lol .

hmmm ..

still fresh

a little overbaked ..

but it's okay ... cos it still tasted goood ! hahaha

well .. i know it doesnt looks nice .. but it sure taste okay .

=)

30th April 2009

2009-05-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

we went to d'tandoor INDIAN restaurant for we still have the voucher ..
and if we don't use that by 31st May .. we don't get our free food !!

credits to Sydney and Sze Mei for pics.

when it was still empty . i din expect it to be so small actually . and i thought we could get some magnificent KL view .. hampa ..

when i was lining up .. i was wondering how to eat those food .
then sudd one indian man came and said something .. and i went blank !
i thought .. wth is he talking about ... and i was like smiling ...
then sudd cw said .. yes yes .. it's good . padahal he himself doesnt know what was the man talking about .
hahaha .. funny experience !

makan ...

syd and bday gurl !

wee .. dont they look cute togehter ? cw , i know you like it when i say that . hahaha
and hey ! no calling people prostitute please !! bluek !

birthday gurl !
carmen , may you be smarter and prettier ! May God Bless YOu !

miao !!

you think guys doesnt camwhore ? .. is there such thing as camgigolo ? lol

group pic !!

see any resemblance of us and the woman in the portrait .. i was laughing till my face was hot and red !

the rest of the pic could be found on syd's blog .
and mh , faster upload the funny pic you bluetoothed to your phone ! haha .. and thanks for sending me home after . =)

we went to TS after that . had a good ice cream ! gelatissimo is it ? lol

the chocholate marshmallow was goooodd ! hehe .

another group pic before we left .

thanks guys for the day ..

Hari Anugerah Cemerlang SBS 2009

2009-04-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

okay . here comes the pic.

on 25th april 2009 ( saturday ) , we had our Hari Anugerah Cemerlang . which is most probably the last formal event in our alma-mater . i dont know if it's a happy or sad thing .

i was kinda late that day . arrived around 8 sth . but i was still early . got my no . which is 162 ! and i went in .. realised that i was sitting right at the end of the row . i went .. crap ! i wonder who would be sitting beside me , then i found out that MH was 161 . so i happily clapped my hands . hehe .

But right before the event started , i realised no . MH wasnt gonna sit beside me , although he's 161 cos his chair was on another row . lol . anyway .. that doesnt matter . as long as it wasnt that boring then okay la . =)

diane , wei gee , yi yeen , carmen .

maybell , becky , kath .

can fit all of us weihh !! hehe =)

big head jia en , sydney and cass . sorry , ter-shake i think .

ai ling , shwu ling and siew bao .

this was how the stage looked like . everything was so orangey that day . all the teachers were in orange , the decos were in orange . well , school colour . no choice .

yean , sze and kai li . you are so outstanding sze ..

see that peace sign ? it belongs to MH .

Jun Kit .

the dikir barat thing . brings back floods of memory . it used to be us cendanians . =)

Indian tradtional dance.

and then there;s this form one girl . she's so damn small . so so sooo small . just compare her height with the board behind .

hehe .. this was the girl i kacau-ed to pass my time . haha . she's Puan G's daughter . and she keeps running here and there . but she's so cute . haha . and very smart . she took a paper to cover her face when sze want to take a pic with her and Pn G.

En .Nik . ( taken by En. Khairol )

Cs and Andrew .

i asked En. Khairol to take picture of us .. but when it came to my turn memory card full . jar dou ..
so i got these pics instead .

diane

kit yeng

jia en ..

the rest of the pics are with eunice and sze mei .. and all the rest of the ppl .

we only got RM35 weihhh !! YPC gave us about 10x the school gave us . but nvm la .. cash is not that important right ? i mean, there are things more important than cash .

well ya , so after that we went to Pavillion . hehe . it was a reallly nice and enjoyable outing . =) i wish we could have that more often . you guys got my heart beating again ! hahahah . that's a little exageratting ..

we went to Carl's Jr for lunch . shouldnt have ordered so much . lol .
we kinda messed up our drinks . lol . cw drank wei lun's drink . and we added lemon into our drinks . then cl came back .. and he said his drink tasted like plain water when he actually pressed the ice lemon tea button .

we had a good time talking and crapping after that .

then i realised sth .. on the french fries box , it was written ( if i'm not mistaken )
'Don't blush , we are trying to show you some flesh ' .
i wonder what does it means ... haha ..

then a few of them ( kath, syd, cass, becks and eunice ) went for karaoke .

while the others shopped around and got tired . went to the Loaf and got some cupcakes .

Jia En and i were like dreaming of our Smacckkk cafe again . lol . and the others didnt wanna listen to us ! DON"t REGRET WHEN WE GET RICH !!! haha .

all in all .. it was a good day ! thanks to alll of you ! oceans of love to you guys !

btw .. this is the picture of the fella who tried to act retarded . and he brought his balloon everywhere he went . when we were eating , and when he went into the cinema . luckily we did not follow him in .

p/s : becks, are the pics considered high quality ? lol
p/p/s : can someone please send me the rest of the pictures !?? i want them . update it on your blog or facebook la .. so that i could grab them !

HAC

2009-04-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

today was such a great day ! lol .

well .. cos i get to spend time with you guys after such a long time .
although it was really really tiring .. all the walking and all . lol .

sorry im too tired to update anything . just log in to punch in a few words. will update soon !

i want every single pic !

April 21st = 421

2009-04-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

a very memorable number ...

421 was my code when i was in NS . hehe .

ciao .

Khai Loo !

2009-04-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

i've finally renovated my blog ! ~ applause ~ !

and before anything .. Happy 18th Birthday Khai Loo !
To my buddy i've known since urmm .. 11 years old. Happy Birthday and I love you . I think i've wished you so many times this year. haha .. anyways.. hope you are happy !

well .. and sad to say , i think the picture i took with khai loo is still with her .. so yea .. too bad la .

i arrived the latest that night . but i had a great time anyway ! thanks to my lovely PHG .

well .. although i came the latest , my food came first. so someone mm dai , so they took my cucumber and bite . and they left it back on my plate ! lol .

ah phun's idea to announce khai loo's bday on stage !
oh yea ... and he tried to kau lui too ! using our other friends as excuse to get the girl's no. HAHA !

Khai loo and the urmm . bday cake ! haha .
well .. i know the bday cake wasn't really like a bday cake . but hey , at least that was our effort k ? lol

i think everyone had a good time .. partly bcos we were such a chaos there ! hahaha .. we all surely blacklisted ady luu ... haha

then we went to our 'lao di fang' .. Old town coffee house.

we spent so much time talking and crapping there . haha . okay la, maybe not very much time but at least i feel as if we were back in our class , laughing and crapping at the same time . and talking as if the place belongs to our grandparents . haha .

when the ppl on the table beside us sang happy bday , we joined in too .. damn siao lo . i guess we were all too high la . especially phun , sot sot de , go and mix all kind of weird things in his sky juice ! haha . go be a bartender la !

Phun ! thanks for everything that night ! just in case you din notice , i'm braces free !!

thanks for sending me home wilfred ! actually he asked me to pout , then i say , i have nice teeth now , dun wanna pout ! haha .

my baking partner .. haha .

i love this pic .. no idea why . feels like a happy family together .. wee !

and last but not least , our group pics !

this two gays think they are very yeng .. cheung geng tou !

and it's a happy ending !

i really miss you guys . when i was on my way home from church on sunday , i told khai loo it felt like a long time since i last seen you guys . haha . although it wasn't more than 24 hours. seriously miss you guys la .. dunno why .

I MISS YOU ! GOODNITE !

C'est la vie !

2009-04-20T20:49:00.001+08:00

okay .. i kinda feel irresponsible to be not blogging for 14 days .. that's 2 weeks aint ? lol

so let's have a review of my last week's life.

13April 2009 Monday
- send out scholarship application .
- change dental app time.
- Help mum transfer no.
- Study english
- read orange book
- plan songlead , email it to them .

14 April 2009 Tuesday
- took bus all the way to PJ for piano lesson (which took up my whole morning )
- Create JF blog
- check recipe for Carol's cake
- further planning for songlead

15April 2009 Wednesday .. now this is the interesting day
- left the house at 7 in the morning .
- went to Kuen Cheng with my dad to meet up with 18 Hong Kong school principals
- went to Kuen Cheng Primary and toured .
- went back to Kuen Cheng High school to have meeting with KC's principal
- lunch
- Toured the school and visited the classes
- Left school .
- went to MCA at Jln Ampang to meet up with our Deputy Minister of Education . had a discussion for about 2 hours.
- press conference
- dinner with the principals

i was out the whole day .. came home i collapse straight away . Contact lenses also i forgot to take out. lol

16 April 2009 Thursday
- PT pagi
- Dental Appointment to take out ma braces !!!!
- lunch with aunts
- went to JJ to get groceries
- look at recipe again
- bathe and eat
- choir the whole night .. zzz

17 April 2009 Friday
- Went out to get ingredients ..
- lunched
- baking session started
- eunice and kah yung and wilfred came
- continued baking
- socialized
- make sandwich
- Joy Fellowship meeting

18 April 2009 Saturday
- at 7.30 morning, i was at Old Klang Road church for our band practice for the camp .
- left at 11am
- rushed home to get the cake done.
- bathed and changed .
- rushed to Olympia College
- songlead
- welcome my aunt and cousins
- rushed to dental clinic to get retainers
- rushed to get cake for Kenneth
- rushed back to Olympia COllege
- celebrated Kenneth's bday
- Took care of my little cousins
- sent them home
- went home to get ready for Khai Loo's bday
- Kaki Corner
- Old Town
- finish up proposal for JF

19April 2009 Sunday
- went out to market
- went to church
- dinner with Jf
- meeting

a hundred I miss. of school life.

2009-04-06T15:59:00.000+08:00

1. I miss school life .. sighs .
im dying to go to school or rather college , to study .
2. i miss all of you.
3. i miss going to school early morning at 6.30am .
4 i miss our prefects role call and the pledge ..
5. i miss the sounds of the assembly .. and the voices of the Emcees everyday ...
6. i miss walking up 5 floors to class with you guys ..
7. i miss copying homeworks and experiments ... and swearing teachers for not telling us that it wasnt the due date yet .
8. i miss going to science labs .. doing experiments ..
9. I miss the sounds of the apparatus clinking .. and the sound of glass shattering when kah hoe broke the glass .
10. i miss doing bio exp , disecting frogs .. and to realise phun is good in dissecting .

11. i miss the stupid acts of you guys .. mixing chemicals and creating your own experiment.
12. i miss going to physics lab and recording data ..
13. i miss our presentations ..
14. i miss going for moral classes and EST classes , where we'll have group works . dramas .. and those stupid jokes you guys crack .
15. i miss maths classes .. when we get to joke around with En. Khairol and then pissing him off .
16. I miss add maths even more .. i still rmb the first day Rafhan came in . she scolded us for no reason .. and then she cried . crap betul . lol
17. I miss english lessons .. when Pn. G would lock out some of us from the class for not being in the class on time .
18. I miss the time when Pn Sab came in .. and ask most of the guys to go out and tuck in their shirts .. and xue feng looked so short after that .
19. i miss Pn sharimah and her charismaa .. always seem to be able to control all of us .
20. I miss our truth or dare sessions .. when we would always ask cw to do his locker dance.

21. I miss hanging around in the toilet with eunice and sze .. and all the other girls .
22. i miss seeing our toilet . with phun in it ! lol
23 . I miss going to toilet with sze ..
24. I miss talking about every single bit of my life with you guys . as if you guys are friends i know since i was born .
25. I miss seeing you guys playing football .
26. I miss setting up our family .
27. I miss it when you guys call eunice urmm .. knock knock knock . lol .
28. I miss it when you guys tease xue feng .
29. I miss recording your rape scenes . hahahaha
30. I miss eating cup noodles in class. wahahha !!

31. I miss playing with the immersion heater kah yung brought ..
32. I miss talking about SEX with you guys .. lol
33. I miss it when you guys call wilfred zhu gor .
34. I miss all of your laughters .
35.I miss especially wilfred's , Chi Wei's, Chi Liang's and Sharvin's. makes a good SATB . lol
36. I miss writing on the board .
37. I miss our ZLC commitee .
38. I miss Sze Mei's writing . cos it looks like mine . lol
39. I miss it when eunice calls me in the middle of the night.
40. I miss having exam .

41. I miss the sound of pencil scratching on paper.
42. I miss laughing at our Emperor .
43. I miss teasing Siew Bao with Emperor, and when emperor said the pic looks like universe while bao said it looks like outerspace. lol
44. I miss doing the questionnaire that i dun rmb who uploaded on youtube .
45. I miss seeing you guys PJ in the field .
46. I miss supporting Phun and Teo for badminton competition .
47. I miss gossiping with sze mei at the back when we used to sit together.
48. I miss gossiping with the girls when the guys goes for PJ.
49. I miss eating in class !!! hahaha ..
50. I miss talking to Wei Gee and Khai Loo ..

51. I miss going to canteen with Ming Hoe and Chi Wei .
52. I miss spending my recess with all the other prefects.
53. I miss going for duties .
54. I miss doing spot checks .
55. I miss our prefect's night .
56. I miss planning it with him .
57. I miss all the ups and downs being a prefect.
58. I miss dutying with carmen , cos we could gossip ! hahaha
59. I miss dutying at the main gate .. cos i get to see all the different peoples of our school .
60. I miss dutying at latecomers. Cos i'll get to duty with Wei Gee and Ming Hoe , and i dun have to go back to class so early . and i get to learn all the latest gossips .

61. I miss skipping school to study at home .
62. I miss the times when all of you would teach me add maths and all the other science subjects with patience.
63. I miss not doing EST and i really thank Sze for lending me her essay.
64. I miss being freaked out of the essay .. and i was trying so hard to get it back from MS Zaireen's hand.
65. I miss planning our class t-shirt .
66. I miss studying for exam .
67. I miss being sad cos i din score well and being happy after that cos at least i improved !
68. I miss our Majlis Perpisahan with Pn. Sharimah , when all of us tried so hard to give her a surprise . and she fed all of us with cake .
69. I miss hanging out in the editorial room.
70. I miss running over to 5A.

71. I miss laying around in 5A with Jia En, Maybell and Kath and carmen and becky and etc.
72. I miss it when they tease me about .. ahem .
73. I miss peeping at him. lol. shhh ..
74. I miss looking out at our tarmac from the window .
75. I miss crazying around in 5A . although i know it's smtimes rude . hahahah
76. I miss having our gerak gempur in Galeri Gemilang .
77. I miss copying the answers .
78. I miss discussing the answers with you all .
79. I miss discussing about our PD trip when we're supposed to do our gerak gempur.
80. I miss staying for chinese class.

81. I miss going for Ko-Ku.
82. I miss St. JOhn.
83. I miss going to Condo for lunch with you alll.
84. I miss the breeze we always feel in condo.
85. I miss the sound after school ~ the sound of joy .
86. I miss getting into the car when it's raining .
87. I miss getting a ride from Carmen's mum, Kath's mum, Cw's mum and Mh's mum. lol.
88. I miss carrying my school bag.
89. I miss it when i bump into him at the corridors or just around the corners.
90. I miss singing in class.

91. I miss laughing at En. Shukkri's big butt !! hahahahaha
92. I miss laughing at some teacher's big ...mountain . shhhh ....
93. I miss just looking at his back .
94. I miss times when we take lrt together cos you guys have martin tuition .
95. I miss all the arguments we had , cos we managed to become friends again after that .
96. I miss my time in class with En. Nik and the Cendanians.
97. I miss our class party when En. Nik and En. Khairol danced on the chair with the leaves.
98. I miss SPM .
99. I miss the joy after doing it.
100. I miss everything and i miss it so badly and even 100 i miss-s , can't describe what i miss . DAMn !

Precious Moment

2009-04-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hey buddies out there ...

here i am .. trying to promote this camp . and trying very hard to invite you to this camp of ours in Melaka .

The camp's name is Precious Moments..

it's from the 15th of May till 18th of May ...

a Friday night till Monday morning ...

Yes it is a church camp .

we'll most definitely be covering a few topics ..

about Science and God , about the Media nowadays , about the negative effect media brings , about myths and God ...

a game .. that i dunno will last how long . but im quite positive that the game is kind of a big game . lol .

we would have songs sessions .. and some info time .

i think it would be very fun .

and i'll be playing the piano! so you guys should come and support me right ? haha

it'll be in Air Keroh d'Village Resort , Melaka .

good news is .. it is opened for Non - Christians too !

don't think that you shouldnt join just because it's organised by a church and it talks about God . do remember that we wouldnt FORCE you to be a christian . hahahaha .. just come and have fun . make some new friends . and maybe build some network . cos this camp is for ppl aged 19-35 .

i know i know .. think that you can make friends out there too ?

think about it again .. DONT MISS THIS OPPORTUNITY ! lol . hahaha ..

and of course you have to pay .. RM225 . cos you'll be staying in a resort for like .. 3 days . it might not be the 5 stars you always go to .. but it still cost some money right ?

and if you are interested to go .. and you are facing a little of financial problem .. you can tell me ! and i'll find sponsor !!

just pleasse .. do come ya . =) i'll be waiting for your good news .

updates !

2009-04-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

lalala ...

went out with sze mei , eunice and kai lynn at pavillion .

finally watched Confessions of a Shopaholic ..

sad to say the movie was so-so .. perhaps because i read the book before . so it was like .. another aww thing .

JPA INTERVIEW

early morning yesterday , i woke up to get prepared to go for the 'big' thing . Went to Khai Loo's house , then her mum drop us at Qian Yuen's house .

thanks to both of you for the ride !

when we arrived , i realised that i got the same panel and same group as Jun Kit . Very good . ahha .. funny though , cos we went to the same place for NS and we were in the same group back then too . lol .

surprisingly , i wasn't nervous . No butterflies in the stomach , no nothing of that sort . i just went in WITHOUT any preperation . i was surprised and sorta feel bad when i got to know some of them prepared really well for the interview . lol .

our 3 panels were quite nice . esp the sikh whom i've forgotten his name . lol . he talks a lot weihh .. we spent quite a lot of time introducing ourselves . and how lucky i was to get no 1 ! lol . and then he asked us why should the government still send out scholars when the economy is so bad now .. and we were given 30 secs to brainstorm .

the session ended about an hour later .. and i din know if i was relieved to have it done . haha ..

i'll leave it to God .

came home and rested . then i went to EXTRACT my WISDOM TOOTH !

lol . supposed to go and see my orthodontist to change my rubber . but then there was no one around and she suggested i ask the other dentist if i need to have a surgery to get my wisdom tooth out .

so i went in and he checked . AND he decided to just extract it .

so i was like .. what?? now?? no no .. im not ready .. yadda yadda yadda ...

then he said .. girl .. you are gonna have to do it sooner or later .. just do it now la ..

I dun have enough money ..

so ? bring it next time la ..

so finally i surrendered and let him do his job .

i am lack of one wisdom tooth now .. =s dunno if it's a good thing or bad thing . haha

guess i wont go dumb right ? lol

2009-03-27T00:41:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with her .. ?
she's feeling weird .. and she's starting to feel a stab in the middle of her heart. right under her sternum .
and she doesnt know what she could do .

she thinks she's stupid .
how could she make the mistake a second time ?
it's the most foolish thing ever .
because it spells impossible . I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E .
and her heart heaves heavier and heavier .
but nothing could change the fact , the cruel reality .

everyone is moving on,
but not her .
she has to fake a happy smile ,
an encouraging face ,
and a winking eyes with hope .

and she wonders if she could get out of this pit .. ever ..

Driving lessons

2009-03-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

Had my first driving lesson yesterday ,..

and it was really .. LOL !

my coach drove me to the car park behind KLBA . cos it's really a good place for starters.
min cars passing , can turn left, turn right , U turn , accelerate .. everything up to you . =)

so i played with the gears at first , then learned how to control the accelerator .
then i learnt how to control the steering and how to reverse .

then that guy taught me how to turn left and right . so obviously i have to drive with a little speed right ?

and ppl who knows me knows i like to play piano . this is when the funny part kicks in .
i sorta had in mind

car pedals

equals to

piano pedals lol .

so naturally , my foot keep going to the right pedal .. cos it's the pedal we use the most in playing piano . and conveniently , the right pedal for car is the accelerator ...

that was when my coach keep yelling at me .. ' kenapa nak cepat2 ? belum lagi lurus kereta sudah mahu laju2 . kau bawa laju2 buat apa ? nak gi mna ? kita kat sini je .... '

and i couldnt help it but stiffle a laughter . cos it was really funny . especially when you have the above image in your mind . and usually when i play piano i just press ny , who cares how deep you press o ? cos the piano wont accelerate. lol

the question i know you all are wondering ..
is my driver an old man ? no . he's a malay in early 30s i think .
how many times i die engine ? urmm .. i dun remember . honestly , cos i was too focused on the pedals. lol but i think got at least 2 times ?

and when i came home . kath said she saw me . lol . she was doing parking at the other corner . which i totally didnt realise .

eh .. next time you see me , give a honk la .. lol . at least i know someone is watching . haha

overall im kinda happy with my performance . wee !! =)
hope i can get my license soon .

Results Day

2009-03-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

this was what happened when i arrived on THE day ...

saw the guys waiting in the tarmac .. dunno what were they talking about .

then when kah hoe and sze arrived .. they were talking and were so animated .

like i said .. i din expect to get straight As ..

i went up and ask if this was really my results . i really did check my particulars .

kai yun and pengetua

happily calling my mum to tell her about ma results.

then the others started flooding in and they took their results as well .

len wei , eunice , zhu ma .. and , zhu lui ? hahaha

eunice , wei gee and kai yun

kai yun and ms liena . i also dunno why i took pic with her.

kai yun and juniors .. mankiran , gwen , jia yi and li chuin .

our beloved en nik

khai loo , wei gee , kai yun , en shukri , eunice and sze mei .

take 2 .

diane, kit yeng , kai yun , kath, becky , eunice , sydney , cass and the back from ns chee fai .

same same la ..

kyeng, mon dad , kyun, kath , becks, eunice, syd, cass

diane, st , kyeng , dad , kyun , kath , becks , small , syd , cass and carmen !

dad and i =)

Pn . Sabrina and I

Phun , kyung and wilfred . dunno why i like this pic ! hehe

top row : phun , jd, sharvin , kyung , wil, cw , kh , wenfu ,
bottom row : kl , wg , kath, kyun, small, yean

take 2

so that night we sorta went out and celebrated lo ..
went to Cap Square to have this German food .
and it was all pork . since i havent had pork for a very long time . but it wasnt my idea to go there though . lol

happily ordering

smile . =)

these are like .. sooooooo gooooooddd !

well .. you see how good it is ? sekelip mata gone.

mwahhah !

kai yun and see leng . the cousin who taught me add maths . and i still owe her a treat !

family .

with grandma .

2009-03-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

on the 14 march 2009.

we kidnapped teo ....

mengumumkan ketibaan YB Teo HUng LIang !

choosing food from menu

teo , kai yun , siew teng

after ordering our food , we chat and crapped and laughed . and some babi called me prostitute ? gila babi betul .

when we were half done with our meal , sze pretended that she wants to have a look at teo's new specs . so we took it and phun came out with the cake .

happily singing birthday song .

suddenly ...

oopsie .. too bad . have a good facial mask .

Jun da , the masked teo and wilfred .

then all of us berebut to take pic with teo ..

teo and ming hoe

then some of us started to get our free mask too ..

see .. im so happy . got free facial .

he looks more like a clown than ever ! hahaha

terrified

the real cake .

how could we not have a group pic before we leave lehh ?

wah .. so caring ... lol .

outside Kim Gary .. we started taking our personal photo .

kai yun and her sweetheart

eunice and kai yun

birthday boy and kai yun

teo , eunice and moi

moi et kah hoe .

wilfred and ky . see .. leader of PHG , sure hold the cake even when we're taking pic .

ky, jun da and edwin

last but not least ..

kai yun and chi wei . =p

and thanks wilfred for sending us home .. although the car lost part was kinda funny .

Hari Anugerah from YPC

2009-03-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

heyy ..

so we had this YPC thing yesterday , getting awards ! wee ..

i arrived around 8 sth yesterday , and it was like raining so freaking heavily ! so quickly went in and it was cold . then sze says she wanna go to the toilet . so i teman her lo , mna tau got wet . lol . blabbing ..

so our award was RM300 ( which i din expect ) , a cert ( duh .. ) , two books and this voucher to eat at KL tower .

i was kinda surprised to see there's food . lol so anyway , pictures say it all .

credits to kath, sydney's mum and sze mei !

at our table .

girls .. oops . and the guy in jeans

now there's two guys .. see canny ?

while we were waiting for ppl to take our pictures ..

when they ask us to wave and do the malaysia boleh thing .. which i thought was kinda stupid .

pengetua and us ..

we love pictures ! and our cert ! and our $$ ! lol

girls ..

pengetua and i ..

the lawyer to-be and i !!

kai yun n swiieeett carmen !

sze mei says you are getting prettier !!

my NS partner ! Bravo boleh ! rmbut pun blum tmbuh blik !

ming hoe . you look funny weihh . duno why .

my sweetheart ! i love this pic !! better than the one we took that day .

camwhores !! wahhahaha !!

at the end of the ceremony , our pengetua was interviewed and some of the others were interviewed too ! some of our friends' answers were really .. LOL . it makes you go O.O' .

and the rest of the day was spent with my sweetheart .. watching The Little Nyonya at home . I love the show's setting . Go watch !!

Results

2009-03-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

finally im willing enough to blog .. lol

first of all .. this is to announce that KAI YUN IS BACK ! permanently .

well .. lots to blog about NS . guess it comes later ..

this is gonna be kinda long .. but do read . =)

Results ?

on 12th March , i woke up at 9 in the morning, since i had a long day in the airport the day before and i didnt get any sleep . so yea, woke up and went to school .
why ? duh .. obvious answer , cos it was results day .

i was kinda cool when i walked into the school .. lol .. wasn't really nervous , cos i've learnt that whatever is done cannot be undo . so .. i would just have to face the fate that im not gonna get good results .. i just hope that i would at least get 7As and i pass all the rest .

but no , when i saw my friends .. sze mei and jia en and all .. i started feeling slightly nervous . and the butterflies grew bigger when the teachers started announcing the names of the ppl who got straight A1s .. which i know i would definitely not be in the list ... and the worst part came, when the teacher started announcing the names for straight As student .

i went to my dad and i told him im scared . cos i really dunno what to expect. and i saw my friends going on the stage .. one by one .. almost all my close friends. so i started feeling weird, and i thought tears welled up a little .

but suddenly , i heard my name ! i was stunned for a moment .. like .. what ? did they get the name right ? cos i know i wouldnt get straight As .. but , hey .. i heard my name for the second time . crap .. i went onto the stage to get my results and certs . and when i went up , i double checked the name with the pengetua first .. lol .. i even asked her if they got the right name and if i was dreaming .. lol .

thank God !

well ... i seriously thank God ! why ? cos .. anyone who knows kai yun knows that she has never pass her add maths , they know that she's never even gotten A for any of her science subjects , not to mention sej paper .. so kai yun was reeeeaaaallllyyy shocked ! well , and not to forget , kai yun wasnt on the target straight As student in the school . the school didnt put her name on the target straight As list , and she herself never even thought of getting like 8As .. nevertheless 11As .

moral of the story ..
so yea .. i guess when we put our faith with God , He'll make things happen . Pray , and He'll listen . and the best thing about our God is that HE answers our prayers ! when you feel miserable, dont be afraid of going back to Him , even if you've been lost for a long time . just have faith in Him , because He's our creator and He understands us . i really do believe my results is a miracle .. in a way . i think without Him , i would be nothing . thank you Lord .

bah .. so you wanna know my results after all the story ? urmm ..
i got 7A1s .. and 4A2s .. A2s for sej, moral, physics and add maths ! wee !

bye !

2009-01-28T10:16:00.000+08:00

hey people ..

thought i would have the time to update more .. but seems like im in a hurry .. so everything shall be cut short .

first of all .. i have to announce again that im going back to sabah ... crap weihh ..
how can one week fly past so fast here but feels like a thousand years there ? sighs ..
anyway , im looking forward to our next reunion . another one month without technology and hot water bath ! another month stuck with canteen food and lining up like a prisoner . haha ..

i'll miss our karaoke reunion the other day . lol . have fun this thursday . you guys, karaoke is just not the same without you ppl . haha . like there's some empty holes waiting to be filled .and i felt as though everyone is the same but different at the same time . some ppl broke up, some ppl started college , some people working , but the best thing out of the reunion is to know that despite all that we are going through, we still stay together as friends ! wee !

btw, my dad took a video of us when the others came to my house on monday which is chor yat . so it's gonna be uploaded to youtube . i dunno the link yet , so maybe gonna ask teo to announce for me ba ..

it's a pity i cant get to see all of you before i go off . but dun worry cos spm result is gonna be out soon .. lol . let's just face fate . and we'll have a party then .

errmm .. wilfred , your ang pau is with me ! bluek . you better be good if not i confiscate your ang pau ! hahahahaha

errmmm ... so everybody , take care ya , i'll update you guys about ns when i come back in march. im gonna feel all the missing again ... swt . ..

okie dokie .. see you guys soon . everybody, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! happy MOO year ! lolxx .. we're turning 18 ! old ady la ... be good ! mwah !

signing off ..

HOme

2009-01-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

walalala !

CITY GIRL IS BACK !!!

I MISS THE CITY , I MISS SCHOOL , I MISS FAMILY and I MISS YOU !

the whole time i was in the camp, all i could think of is about this city here ! miss going to the school labs with you guys, miss crapping and dancing and fooling around in class, miss going to the canteen with you guys , miss hanging out with you guys , miss karaoke-ing with you guys ... and the list goes on and on .. walala ..

i seriously miss you guys .. and honestly , this is the first time i really really really really seriously 'miss' anything . it's like .. clawing all over me . crapzz ...

so how was ns ?
NS is actually fun . well , although it was kinda boring at times . especially on sats and sundays cos we dont have anything to do .
but the activities were interesting in a way .. we get to learn tae kwon do , use compass ( yea , i didnt really know how to use that before this ) , kayak, lie down and jst float in the river, some survival skills , and lots more .

i got to know lots of friends . lol . decent sabahans . i even speak like them now . haha .
and honestly , i've never spoken so much of malay in my entire life . and im so afraid that my english will rot . wth ?

oh , and did i forget to mention that the girl who sleeps next to me was possesed ? haha . yea . crapz .. and it was freaky . damn weihh .. i miss my home more than ever then .

and cute guys ?
well .. i got to know this one really cute malay guy ( in my opinion ) , he's in my group . and when he smiles , i could just melt . hahahahaha ....

how did i manage to come back so early ? ( btw, i was back on 21st )
well .. that was because i was supposed to come back and get my braces off . UNFORTUNATELY, my wisdom tooth is growing at the wrong time . hence, my doctor asked me to wait till ns is over, and get the wisdom tooth extracted by surgery , before i take out my braces . so i still have to remain as a bracey for two more months . sighs ...

it's funny that some of you are already in college .. .and some of you are working . i think i really wanna work . i wanna earn some cash ! what crap is this man ...
NS , i seriously dunno if it's a good thing or bad thing .

CNY is coming ! hope i'll get lotsa lotsa ang pau ! hahaha

and btw, HAPPY NEW YEAR and a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
i can't believe my first post for 2009 is at the end of january .

NS is here !

2008-12-27T03:57:00.001+08:00

it's four am in the morning now ... and i am here blogging . wth ?

cos in 6 more hours .. i would be on my way to sabah . to the most dreaded place on earth .. for now. lol .

and i feel responsible for updating something on this new blog before i dissappear for 3 months .

let me show you some pics of prom

~ after 20 minutes ~

the pics still cant be uploaded .. and i am damn tired ..

so i guess you have to wait ..

3 months is not a very long time . hahah . saying this to console myself weihh ..

anyway ... that's for prom ...

Christmas was great ! haha .. i had fun .
Performed on christmas eve in Bukit Jalil Golf Club . sing and dance and acted . damn chun . pics later.

received a few presents .. and i have a few person to thank !
thanks mum .. for the new purse. =) wee ! i love it !
thanks see leng .. for the bottle ! very chunted christmas bottle !
thanks to aunty mey ( cl and cw's mum ).. for the presents ! now i've got more decos for christmas ! wee !

Boxing day .. is that how you spell that ? lol .
went to Eunice's house . had lotsa fun . and i almost cried .. well .. lol ..

i'm gonna miss all of you ppl la .. i seriously feel it in the heart you know ...

thanks for being my friends and classmates for so many years ... yes, dont look to your left and right , it's you im talking about . YOU ! hahha ...

eh .. someone pls arrange 'bai nin ' during cny ... haha .. can't wait to see all of you guys again .

it's getting late .. and i beh tahan .. lol . gotto sleep . keep in touch k ? i'll msg you guys once i got my phone back during the weekends .

how nice if we can blog there ... haha .. ciao !

bye bye ppl !

christmas is coming ! =)

2008-12-19T16:21:00.000+08:00

finally have the time to sit down to blog .

and i'm using my mum's laptop cos mine is screwed by someone i refuse to mention the name. sighs .. and i have to fix it by tonight , if not , I'll be screwed .

i have been preparing for christmas this whole week . haha . and i'm so happy !

Christmas is coming !!! Weee .... =) haha

yea . so i spent last sat and monday buying presents . and i'm still trying to figure out where to get presents for some of you . lolx . and i spent tuesday setting up christmas tree and decorating my house and wrapping presents .

wednesday and thursday were music day . cos i almost spend the whole day in the church preparing for our short performance on Christmas eve . we're gonna sing and act . like a musical you know , and it;s totally worth the time we spend . hehe .

as for today .. went for my piano class .. .last piano class for these 4 months . i'm gonna miss them .

can you guys give me some idea what you want for christmas ? lol . cos i dunno what to buy for you !!! haha .. but dont suggest impossible stuff larr...

and ta-da ! my christmas tree and decos !

christmas tree and presents ...

say hi !

it glows !

little red boots ...

nice shot eh ? haha ..

p/s : I've finally watched twilight .

gtg ... cos i forgot to translate that sth for puan sabrina ! and the due date is tmr ! ahh ! gonna die .. ciao !

2008-12-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

The PD Journal

DAY 1

This is our first day of our PD trip . We all gathered at Bandar Tasik Selatan LRT / KTM station . i was late . lolx .

while waiting for KTM ...

Teo's further maths shirt

love birds

sounds like something from our sej text book . lol

on our way to the seremban bus station

we took a bus all from seremban to port dickson . it took about 40 mins . and the bus fare was RM4. and i thought we could get lower price in seremban .

we arrived at the hotel after 40 mins in that stuffy bus . and i was sorta in dismay, cos the beach wasnt exactly like what i had in mind . and the funny thing is we went in from the back instead of the front entrance . haha . then i went to deal with the check in thing .

in our appartment

after settling down, and choosing our room, we hit the pool !

the first sign of happiness

oops ... tertangkap !

i actually have no idea who;s that, but he certainly cant join olympics . lol jk

a baby Phun saw and immediately grew fond of

watch this ...

jump

in the water

out

the pool

Chee Fai

biting goggles? lol

peace

relaxing

Becks sleeping in the pool ?

immense pleasure

glee

i remember kah sing kissing xue feng on the lips at a secluded corner of the pool...

and xue feng went : "@#$%^&*@@@####4$$%%%"

those who knows him well can imagine i guess ...

Molested

Becky and Chi Wei

Eunice and Kai Yun

act cool

Kai YUn

Kah SIng and Chee Fai out of the pool

PMS ? we know better .. haha

cool eh

After spending time in and by the pool , we went back and bathed . then some of slept ...

resting...

while some of us gay-ed and play PSP

while I snuggled into one of the sofa and read my book . and watch tv .

right before we went out for dinner ...

they sandwiched each other ...

and spent time styling their hair

this is the view when you look out our appartment balcony .. nice sunset ..

when they were on the way to the restaurant ... i curi - curi took this pic .

from the pool

Dinner TIme...

my wat dan ho ...

satay ..

my dinner had only cost like 5.80 that night .. can you get dinner at that price in KL ?

we went back and the guys said they wanna go to CC . THe gurls were all NOs .. so ended up they did not go . cos it was really risky and we dont really know how far is it from town . so they ended up gambling .. and i ended up watching .. slept around 1 sth . tired .

DAY 2

the other morning , we woke up kinda early . and we had our devotion together . i find it really nice to be able to share with you guys , you know ? haha . and to be doing it with someone else feels different . =)

we went down for breakfast then .. and since complimentary breakfast is just for the 6 of us . Kah YUng , Teo, Kah Hoe , Wilfred , Xue Feng and I stayed for the breakfast while the others went to the coffee house for breakfast .

Then we went to the beach, and took some picture . before going to town .

say good morning to the sea !

see that weird guy in long pants there ? haha

belum cukup tidur ... capek dek !

then we went to town .. and it was blazing hot !

a track through the town of PD .. according to wilfred, it is to transport tin .

then the guys found THE cc .. and they went crazzy obviously .. Eunice , BEcks and i decided not to join the guy .. so we found a cafe down the road .. and ordered 3 pepsi ... and started waiting for them to end their game .

nice eh ? i find it quite artistic ! and it's taken by mOI ! hahahahah ...

since we were bored of talking for two hours .. we started camwhoring !

with self-timer ...

bored of waiting ..

pepsi

shades

we decided we shouldnt be waiting anymore .. and since wilfred said they were going to finish . we walked over . and i took pics of them .

and i learnt something today . DOTA actually means Defence of the Ancient . hahah .. i know , stupid , but i really didn't know ok ? haha

we went to pizza hut for lunch .

back in the appartment ...

somehow .. Kah Hoe was gang raped ... again ... you should keep a pepper spray with you next time ..

back to the pool ..

becky and CS

CS and KY

The boys got themselves a ball ...

ooi .. why you guys throw the ball at others ? wanna kau lui also not like that right ?

OMG .. he looks like some cheerleaders weih !

mid-action !

Edwin !

proudly introducing the " BIG WHITE SHARK " of the year !

Kah Hoe and the red ball

then we went to the beach again !

looking at crabs

ahh ! crabs biting ! haha

supposed to be jump shots

little crab

I like this pic !

dirty fella !

digging hole ... for ... you'll know later ..

our hotel

becks and wilfred

now you know why did they dig the hole for !

he's got boobs !

see the loner at the back ?

loner

then i saw an old couple walking towards the sea ..

we went back to the pool .. cos most of us dont wanna go up to bathe yet ...

that night we went to the same coffee house for dinner .. then we went back to the hotel, and sat there and had a REALLY GOOOODD talk .. haha .. had fun . and we laughed like mad .

we talked for about 3 hours and went back to our appartment . and the 'reds ' continued to talk in the girls' room and the guys played games outside . and we slept .

DAY 3

when becks and i woke up the other morning , the rest were still asleep.

Breakfast time

After breakfast ...

before we went home, we decided to take our group pics !

only 3 of us layan .

wee ! =)

aiya, senget .

random pics

our last pic at KTM station .

pics i stole from other's blog .

devotion time

our night talk ..

The Dumming Microphone

Random thoughts

Accident on April Fool

Old House.

16th January 2010

Goodbye 2009

冬

update

爱－ 第三篇

爱 － 第二篇

愛

In Love

Friday Performance

How could an angel break my heart?

random

Kai Yun is EMO !

My Current Obsession

Shangri-La

Success

grandma

college

Central Malaya Sacred Choir

ICOM pics part 1

McDonalds .

...

Class Schedule

Maid-less

Fun Facts about ICOM

The ICOM e-learning experience

busy

flustered

I'm IN !

Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa

Tuesday

Invitation Only

The last one left

emo-ing .

Lee Hom

Revenge of the Fallen

Puzzle

scent

something to shout about

law forum

lagu melayu

20th June 2009

?

my song

Precious Moments

random

Blur

SPAGHETT-tiny.

Kai Yun is back !

I NEED A JOB !

confessions

feeling blue

4th May 2009 Monday

2nd May 2009 Saturday

1st May 2009

30th April 2009

Hari Anugerah Cemerlang SBS 2009

HAC

April 21st = 421

Khai Loo !

C'est la vie !

a hundred I miss. of school life.

Precious Moment

updates !

Driving lessons

Results Day

Hari Anugerah from YPC

Results

bye !

HOme

NS is here !

christmas is coming ! =)

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